ever get that feeling when your heart just beats faster and you feel your hands tingling and you just can't think of anything but doing that one thing you feel is just what you've been put on earth to do?
lately it's like whenever i watch a live video of a performance, i'm just itching to do something like that. i want to play in front of random people that i don't know, i want to tell my stories in the form of lyrics. i want to hold my guitar in my hands every day of my life.
i want to play music for a living, seriously.
but i could never make it. i'm not talented enough, i'm not beautiful enough. it's really such a shame.