hello there.
huijun
ROCK STAR(:
i spend 20% of my day thinking about brendon urie, 25% on guitar, 20% on school, and the other 35% on slacking and sleep.
1 SERVICE'07 scgs<3
2 COURAGE '08 :D
3 PERSEVERANCE '09 :3
4 PERSEVERANCE '10!


absolute adoration.
music, especially rock (it is all types of awesome :D)
my guitars :D (they are my life)
my AMAZING friends (they save me on a regular basis :X)
brendon urie! :3
hoodies :D
CDs, CDs, CDs (:
fall out boy {: the academy is... panic! at the disco mcfly :D the click five! cobra starship :B and the world in general for amazing me :D


jukebox.
Breakout by Ca$h Ca$h!

Breakout - Cash Cash

wishlist.
to be a musician eventually!
arctic monkeys' album my favourite worst nightmare
all time low's album so wrong it's right
theAUDITION's album controversy loves company
busted's VCD a ticket for everyone
cast recording of QUEEN'S WE WILL ROCK YOU! (featuring MiG)
jack's mannequin's album everything in transit
mayday parade's album a lesson in romantics :D :D
mayday parade's album anywhere but here (:
mcfly's wonderland dvd!!!
motion city soundtrack's album even if it kills me!
relient k's album five score and seven years ago!<3
rooster's album circles and satelites!

scream, shout.


runaway.
IMPORTANT

FALL OUT BOY(: yay.

MCFLY-EEEE(:
BELOVED TC5!~
PANIC! AT THE DISCO :D :D :D
TAI...<3
COBRA! fangsup(:
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hui ying.
hui yu.
shao wen.
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BBRS!
han yan.
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joceline.
jonathan.
kenneth.
millie.
sarah.
wen hui.
wern ching.
wingyee.
zhi yin.
yeo xin yi.
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jacinth.
kang ning.
SCGS PEOPLE
abigail.
aisyah.
alison.
amanda.
charlene.
charmaine.
danitza.
deborah.
dione.
dominique.
elizabeth.
evelina.
frances.
isabel.
jean.
joyce.
julia.
kelly.
kirsten.
lecin.
liyan.
meiyin.
mel luki.
michelle.
miranda.
mona.
narisha.
natassia.
nicole.
pei wei.
rachel ang.
rachel ong.
rachel tang.
rui.
rukaya.
ruth.
sadrina.
samantha.
serene.
shu jing.
tricia.
umi.
wan qi.
wenqian.
yi rong.
yu xian.
zara.
humanoids
avery.
darrel.
greg.
melissa.
michelle.
monica.
yaoyuan.

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Saturday, March 29, 2008
BIRTHDAYS AND PRETTY. ODD.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS TO THE MADDEN TWINS - obviously, joel and benji! (27 march) AND TO SHEN-NEN AND MY GRANDMA :D HEEH. (28 march) AWESOME-NESS. oooh i've decided to review pretty. odd. even though i don't have the cd yet. HMPHHHH HMV. toods! D: oh well. getting it on wednesday unless serene bails on me heh. okay so! track by track shall we? (sorry if this post is super long! i just love pretty. odd.)


well, when panic started dressing funny, i have to admit i got a little skeptical about the album. BUT THEY PROVED ME WRONG. so wrong. i love this new album! (: so what if panic removed the exclaimation point. they've changes. it's true. but perhaps for the better (: okay here it goes:

track 1: We're So Starving - ever since i heard this song on their myspace (the rough version), i knew this song was destined for greatness. and it really is an awesome first track. it's a reassurance of sorts. like: you don't have to worry cause we're still the same band. and it slots in seamlessly into the beginning of nine in the afternoon (track 2). quite fast paced :D oh, how's it's been so long we're so sorry we've been gone we were busy writing songs for you.

track 2: Nine In The Afternoon - everyone knows this song i'm sure (: when i first heard in from their live in leeds in september last year, i thought it was a fun change. they changed the lyrics in this one, but it's great all the same. and the video is just too funny :3 hahaha. very quirky and the instrumental at the back just shows panic's versatility (: cause it's nine in the afternoon, your eyes are the size of the moon, you could cause you can so you do, feeling so good just the way that we do when it's nine in the afternoon.

track 3: She's A Handsome Woman - hahaha the song name is funny too. hahaha. but it's really nice. when i hear the distorted guitar riff in front, it just makes me smile :D and that catchy: go onnnnnn~ with ryan and brendon singing. HOT-NESS :D go on grab your hat and fetch your camera; go on film the world before it happens.

track 4: Do You Know What I'm Seeing - it's acoustic-y, and soft. like an acoustic marshmallow guitar :3 hahaha. this song makes me feel like floating even though they have stuff like: it never gave a damn about me. hah. clouds are singing a song, just like they do (:

track 5: That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed) - this song never fails to get me smiling like a mad woman. heh. its piano, horns, guitar and dings blend perfectly. it gets me in a good mood. makes me super uber positive :D ryan ross' guitar skills are super admirable. HE'S ANOTHER GUITAR HERO :D this album has me convinced. things have changed for me but that's okay, i feel the same. things have changed for me, but that's okay, i'm on my way. things are shaping up to be pretty odd. little deaths in musical beds.

track 6: I Have Friends In Holy Spaces - ukelele! :P one of the two songs bden wrote on the album! this song sounds so old school especially the recording quality. it's like something you'll hear on the radio like 50 plus years ago! but i wish it was longer! only 1 minute and 56 seconds long and i wish i could hear more of brendon's writing cause he makes old school a lot more awesome than it already is :D well that all depends what you qualify as friends.

track 7: Northern Downpour - ONE OF MY PERSONAL FAVOURITES. it's one of those songs that you sort of fall in love with immediately and want to play it immediately (: very soft and acoustic, with blends of electric and piano. very sweet and rather senseless actually. hahaha. but really too soothing to be avoided (: and it's also my very first panic song on guitar other than the into for i write sins. haha. YAY FOR NORTHERN DOWNPOUR. brendon and ryan singing together is love. through playful lips of yarn, that fragile capricorn, i missed your skin when you were east. you clicked your heels and wished for me.

track 8: When The Day Met The Night - i first heard this song live too, when it was still called Middle Of Summer. but really i memorised the song straight away. it was way too too too addictive. hahaha. i love the new sound to this song though cause it sounds way bigger on the album. i love the new guitar riff ryan threw in. haha. the melody was changed around a bit, but it made brendon sound so much better than he already sounded. yeah. awesome track. do listen to it. or i'll whack you. HEEEH :D when the moon fell in love with the sun, all was golden in the sky. all was golden when the day met the night. summerrrr~

track 9: Pas De Cheval - a step in which the dancer hops on one foot and paws the ground with the other. LOL. okay it's just an up-tempo song. with a bit of country influence i feel. give your feet a chance, they'll do all the thinking. hahaha. it's the greatest thing to ever have happened, but you'll never know until you're there. and the guitar solo doesn't hurt either :D

track 10: The Piano Knows Something I Don't - this is a pretty dramatic song. brendon starts off soft and sad, violins and such. slowly, it progressing into this happy brass number. it's really jazzy and full of energy but yet not really. then it progressing back into the sad piece at the start of the song and ends off from there. it's quite like a story to me, like sort of a document of a person's train of thought. she's the smoke she's dancing fancy pirouettes.

track 11: Behind The Sea - ryan ross solo track. need i say more? his voice is like heaven in sound form. heavy bass, acoustic. behind the sea is light and airy, arpeggiated with mellow riffs - this song brings me back to beatles and makes me picture an image of 1962. hahaha. maybe it's because ryan's voice somehow reminds me of john lennon's. the breakdown is hilarious too: legs of wooden waves, waves of wooden legs, waves of wooden legs. i bet you can't say all of that 5 times fast without slipping up! you'll probably end up saying: laves of wooden legs. hahaha. The men all played along to marching drums and boy did they have fun behind the sea they sang so our matching legs are marching clocks and we're all too small to talk to God.

track 12: Folkin' Around - this song is pretty much the most country-folk on the album, true to the title. but yet i love it so much. this is ther only other song bden wrote on this album. and it's too good. he should really write more (: i love this song. too addictive to be true! :D heeeh. it's so sad that both his songs are about a former love! poor guy ): awww. allow me to exaggerate a memory or two where summer's lasted longer than longer than we do. then i'm putting out the lantern; find your own way back home. again, this song is 1 minute 55 seconds long. BRENDON WRITE LONGER SONGS SO I CAN APPRECIATE YOU WRITING MORE! lol.

track 13: She Had The World - sounds like something you'd put in a music box really. i'd put it in a music box (: reminds of a book i read just last month: the speed of the dark by alex shearer. like the human statue dancer on that music box :3 i don't love you i'm just passing the time. you could love me if i knew how to lie. but who could love me i am out of my mind. throwing a line out to sea. to see if i can catch a dream. i love this song. gorgeous pictures in my head. she said she won the world at a carnival. i'd like to meet someone just like this girl just to see what it's like. heh (:

track 14: From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins - from a cabin in the middle of the mountains is where they wrote this album (: heeeh. sounds so carnival and like something i might hear at the start of toy story. hahaha. if you're goin', then go. go go go. watch love, get strangled by a kite's cold strings. I LOVE THE WHISTLING! it's so cute and comical.

track 15: Mad As Rabbits - one of my favourites off the album, ending off the album with a BANG. come save me from walking off a window sill, or i'll sleep in the rain. i really like this song. and ryan's vocals sound so perfect with brendon like they were born for this song. he took the days for pageants, became as mad as rabbits, with bushels of bad habits. it's a story of a few people, in true beatles style but with their own unique twist. we must reinvent love.

this is overall, an awesome album. no matter how bad i though it would turn out, it was pretty damn great. i'm just busting to go buy it :D ILY PANIC (: go get it!

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Friday, March 28, 2008
CO CO AH AH.

just came back. it's 6:50pm and i've just come back from school after all the class banner and class cheer stuff (: i'm sure our hard work will pay off. it's important for everyone to be crazy enthu too! *poke poke* CO BE ENTHU KAYS! :D been staying back almost this whole week and our cheer is coming along AWESOME and our banner is done! :D cookie monster ftw yo. thanks to everyone who chipped in their recess and afterschool time. ily guys (: i love our banner. CAROLYN NG YOU BETTER SEND ME THE PHOTO! and our class mosaic is gonna be the hottest thing since sliced bread. BOOYAH. i have utmost faith in you guys. and i think skipping lunch does wonders for stamina. especially for 3 days straight. LOL. hahaha. okay anyways. CO IS GONNA WIN THIS. even if we don't. we'll still the best (: pledge our crumbs as one united cookie, regardless of size, flavour or batter.

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Thursday, March 27, 2008
YAY.

class banner is on its way!~ yay. and i'm really warming up to panic's new image and album. northern downpour ftw :D look, i know it seems like i'm angry at you. but you know i'm not. i'm your friend i was just sad that i couldn't go with my friend for something that i thought she really wanted to go for. i was really shocked. that's all. i think it's awesome that you're chasing you other dream. it's cool with me as long as you're happy. don't feel sad. don't be guilty. i'm here if you want to go. and if you don't, i respect that. HAVE FUN! :D sugar cane in the easy morning, weathervane's my one and lonely. if all our life was but a dream, fantastic posing greed then we should feed our jewellery to the sea. diamonds do appear to be just like broken glass to me.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Wednesday, March 26, 2008
NOW WE'RE DONE.

crying is so not fun. i don't even know why i bother. i've gotten myself straightened up now. i thank everyone who listened and comforted me. i love you guys (: i'm getting back into my enthu self soon (: i want this class to succeed. not just break up. i'm trying my best. i hope you know. i'm just taking the weight of the world on my shoulders and it's so ridiculous. I'M NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE. i'm tired of me being such a weakling. i'm gonna do something. i'm just beating myself down. i can do this. i can break this. I KNOW I CAN! at least i was cheered up by mr lim in pink today! HAHAHA ADORABLE SCIENCE TEACHER FTW. hahaha. he's so tood. lol. in a good way. hahaha. i think i'm beginning to like science. HAHAHA. causeofthefunnypigletlikemrlimlol.

now we're done i'm so sorry, why did i lie i'm so sorry; i know i hurt you, i know i hurt you

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
DISAPPOINTMENT.

WHAT THE HECK. WENT TO HMV AT LIKE 6:45PM WITH SERENE AND THEY DIDN'T HAVE PRETTY ODD. what in heck?! gahhhhhh D: i was like: do you have panic at the disco's new album? then the guy was like: no. and then i was like: do you know when you'll have it then? then he was like: urm, if i'm not wrong, it'll be in by thursday. but it's best if you come next week. because i'm not confirmed. but it'll come soon DON'T PANIC ARH. i totally burst out laughing lol. then all the people at the sales counter were laughing too. HAHAHA. DON'T PANIC ARH. lol -.- lame tood. at least i got my beatles album which i am listening to now. it's not bad if a bit old school. LOL. hahahaha but my mum let me get it for my family. i'll end up loving it anyways :D hehehe. but seriously serene was storming around hmv after we found out there wasn't pretty odd like a crazy angered headless chicken. LOL. using my hand as a pointer -.- HAHAHA. crazy indecisive tood. heading off to hmv again next wednesday! THEY BETTER HAVE IT. if not i'll choke the cashier (: heeeeeeh. and after listening to liting talking about juno i'm scared to watch that movie. LOL. i am the walrus.

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GAHHHHHHHHH.

CHLOE PANG IS BREATHING DOWN MY NECK. I HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION. I CANNOT! D: D: D: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. damn :/ stupid computer studies lame project! oh i'm in com studies now btw. LAWL. yay going to get pretty. odd. with serene today! super excited. and i can go buy my beatles CD (: yay. PEOPLE OWE ME LETTERS! and i owe people letters. chloe is over organised a very super msart planner though. i'm creeped out and talking in my british accent. funny eh? guv'nor. LOL. HAHAHA. okay anyways. GO OUT AND BUY PRETTY ODD COS' RYAN ROSS' VOICE AND BRENDON URIE'S VOICE PWNS! :D :D :D gotta start on class cheer ftw (: heeeeh. i totally died for language arts test today! i couldn't finish! my part A, B and C was already like one piece of paper! D: so i only had time to write 2 sentences for question 2! ahhhhhh ): darn. i hope i pass. dione reads xiaxue's blog. LOL. whatever. who doesn't -.- it's for lame useless fun. and mocking. HEH :D okay i'm chilled now. hahaha. omg i like this quote: i'm so tight, emo kids wear me as pants. LOL. HAHAHA. dione is laughing too. our computer studies group PWNS! (: chloe's gonna choke me soon. hahaha. watch out! she's gonna GET YOU.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Monday, March 24, 2008
things are shaping up to be pretty. odd.

well, after the long weekend, we're back to school. gah. lol. but, on the birght side... PRETTY. ODD. IS OUT TOMORROW! how awesome is that? very. heeeh (: we made ice-cream in science today! well... me and elizabeth's turned out to be ice milo rather than anything else. and i'm pretty much a failure at science. I BROKE MY SECOND BEAKER THIS YEAR! D: D: D: I FAILLLLLZ. darn. it was a 600ml one so i had to pay $4.50! D: i wish mr lim gave me a smaller beaker ): oh well. thanks to nicole, luo shuang and elizabeth for helping me clear up! you ownz (: anyways, we had to finish our zuo wen in chinese class -.- and then i pretty much forgot that we had geog after that so when mr cheng walked in i was so confused. it took me 5 whole seconds to remember that school wasn't over yet. HAHAHA. I'M SUCH A BOOB. lol. and oh my goodness i only just noticed that danny jones is left-handed! WHAT KIND OF COLD, HEARTLESS, DANFAN AM I?! wow. i suck. HAHAHA. i've been watching vids with him signing things and i totally DID NOT NOTICE. lawl. i think left handed guitarists are damn hot :D and danny's left-handed but plays guitar in the right-handed position. he's ambidextrous. that's hotter. and david cook! wheeeeee :D i'd totally learnt left-handed guitar if it makes me ambidextrous (: and i'm planning to! awesome-ness. HEH. pretty odd out in 0 days! :D it's the greatest thing you'd ever imagine, but you'll never know until you're there.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Sunday, March 23, 2008
OH. WELL.

i've been listening to we the kings' album like nobody's business now. it has like 10 - 20 on my mp3 player? in just 3 - 4 days. and serene says pretty. odd. was leaked, but i can't bring myself to find all the tracks cause i'm just TOO LAZY. hahahahahaa. so much for counting down :P well, well, ON TO IMPORTANT BUSINESS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE :D the beloved and sometimes strange sister of mine. LOL. and happy birthday greg! super nice coach who got me my awesome shirt. okay that was shallow. SUPER NICE COACH WHO IS SUPER NICE :D wheeeeeeee. went for lunch with the family, and my toddler cousin keeps dao-ing me. NOT FUNNY O: grrrrrr. she's just so adorable though (: anyway, thai food is the most filling thing EVER. and it's 7:25pm. oh wells. i'm off to go celebrate my sis' birthday now (: 1 day to PRETTY. ODD. whichisalreadyleakedbutwhatever :D

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Friday, March 21, 2008
ahhhhh. LOL.

i love you guys. you're so congruent :D HEEEH IN-JOKE. i'm hot, i'm sweaty and i just burnt 160 calories! my dad bought a gym bike :D i did half an hour! HEEEEEH YAY. i can do conditioning more now! YAY. no flabs. LOL. i went for dinner today with my cousins and their family :D so lame. i was like going out to walk around and do conditioning as well. quite bored. HAHAHA. nothing much to blog other than i finished my holiday homework HA. wheeeeee. i'm pretty high (: I LOVE 2CO AND THEY ARE GOING BE SO SUPER ENTHU AND ROCK YOUR FACE OFF. YAYYYYYYY. 3 days to pretty odd FTW :D and wanqi STILL writes the nicest letters every and i wrote her a super super super nice letter in return :D i'm sure she agrees! HEEEEEEH.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Sunday, March 16, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHY & march hols are overrrrr D:


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ETHAN MENTZER OF THE CLICK FIVE! :D his birthday was yesterday but i was too busy to get on the com! D: we love you ethy! and your absolute horny-ness :P one hot piece of ass. HAHAHA. LOL. ewwws. i just finished my march holiday homework at 11:41pm tonight! D: at least it's over! that's really good. now i have to go back to school and face all that undone project work. gahhhhh ): oh well! at least i have nice team mates :D yay them! and pretty odd is out in 7 days! YAY EVEN MORE. hehehehe. good luck at school tomorrow fellow sufferers :P and i've been loading up on queen and the beatles. hahaha :D coolios.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HAHAHA. GABE.

lol. i just discovered a video for cobra starship's worst moment of 2007. hahaha. it was uploaded on 12 december 2007. damn funny. how alex calls gabe GABRIEL. hhaahaha. okay here's how it goes.
gabe hey what's up mr. un-named tour manager, how you doing?
alex hello gabriel.
gabe hey i have a question. is it cool do you think we could park a bus within a two-mile radius of the venue so we don't have to walk all the way here.
alex absolutely not gabriel.
gabe uh okay. yo would it be cool if we went to the catering to get some food cos' we haven't eaten in like 3 days?
alex that is incorrect gabriel.
gabe kay cool. are you a freaking fat freak?
alex that is correct gabriel.
gabe cool see you later. (:
HAHAHA LAME -.-

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danny! swappy! campy! :D


LOL. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY DANIEL ALAN DAVID JONES aka the danny jones we all KNOW AND LOVEEEEEEEEE :D ily. wheeeeeeeeeee. yay! and happy birthday swapna you smartypants! :D happy 14th! YAY. 3ngles camp ended today and i'm sure everyone had a good time RIGHT? :D hahaha all the logistics and programs people did random little tasks but were mostly slacking and stoning. then i ran home to grab my guitar around lunch time cos' i was SOOOOOOO BORED D: but anyway! i'm sure the participants had a good time eventhoughtheOTwasprettybored. hahaha hwa chong sec ones are smaller than i imagined :P and to all the choir girls! HAVE FUN IN ITALYYYYYYYYYYYY! i'm gonna miss all the sec 2 bonded choir people. awww D: especially spazz deskmate kelly and tallie nicole! hahaha i don't know how to survive without kelly for a weeeeeeeeeeeeek. no one to chiong tests with D: maybe carolyn is sitting next to me but she's so guai (well-behaved, responsible) and well-studied. GAH! lol. hahahahaha. iloveyoudannyjones. and 12 days to pretty. odd. ;D

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
3NGLES!

3NGLES ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSS :D eventhoughallwedoisslackoff. the participants got on well today at 3ngles camp - day 1 (: only got 3 nanyang girls though. HAHAHA. omg tomorrow they're sending over the hwa chong-ers! O: i'm scared. today we got along really well cos' it's like both girls' schools. but once the guys come it'll be like O_O so super weird. HAHAHA. on monday they did a lame i-sheet the newest and most advanced laptop from apple skit. HAHAHAHA. I WAS LIKE: WTH HAHAHA. it was super super funny. cos' it was so lame and awkward! hahahaha. oh well. they spend so much time goofing off in logistics. the trainers have to do all the hard work. hahaha. andwe'restuckdoingthesaigang. LOL. okay that was bad. but 3ngles really is pretty fun. all the logs people are bonding hahaha. jet li -.- salome. ZAHRAH. HAHAHAHA. *inside joke* lawl. wheee. 13 days to pretty odd! and you better be excited :D

3NGLES AND PATD FTW! :D
hahahaha.

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Sunday, March 9, 2008
HAWHAW.

i got my mp3 player just 15 minutes ago! yay. cool. i got 4GB of space now instead of my puny 1GB! HAHAHA LAME. i was watching the academy is... neighbors acoustic yesterday. HAHAHA SISKY IS A RANDOM TOOD. watch watch! :D LOL. whaaaaaa. haha.


15 days to pretty odd! ;D

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Saturday, March 8, 2008
RANDOM NONSENSE :D

the march hols are hereeeeeeee :D yay. but it's gonna be so so so HECTIC. geography project work, my pet project, science project and math project! and 3ngles somemore! work overloadddddddddd. gah. ): at least i'm not going off to italy so i have time to do homework heeeeeeh.

went to watch L: Change The World todayyyyyyy :D YAY L IS THE CUTEST OF THE CUTE. it's an awesome movie, if a bit too gory at parts though. 4.5 stars out of 5 stars! 0.5 deduced cos' of that gory death scene. it was very cute with that little boy which L named Near at the end of the show. too bad L had to die ): so sad. after all, the movie was about L's last 23 days alive. hahaha i love the Angel Crepe pink truck they drove around. IT'S SUPER FUNNY! and L is like the funniest part of the whole movie. but he's really intellectual and such. very cool. i'll watch it again if i get to cover my eyes for the freaky part :D it's a MUST WATCH MOVIE this march! (even though i'm pretty much kind of late in watching it already. hahah.)

DANNY NORIEGA IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL!!!! NOOO danny whyyyyyyy ): so sad! i want danny back. LIKE NOW. gay brat shouldn't be out! now's there's no more comic relief so sad ): i miss danny. *cries* LOL. but seriously his singing was pretty good. and he was super funny! ahhhh i wish he was back in AI ): oh well. now i'm supporting the DAVIDS! david cook with monica and david archuleta with evee! YAY.

omg wanqi gave me the awesome-est letter ever yesterday. i was like :O SO PRETTY! and i left it in school can -.- cos' i was madly dashing to go give her her reply letter from me. WHICH WAS GORGEOUS TOO KAY :D yay. hahahah. someone still owes me a letter. serenecoughcough. HEEEH :D wanqi's like the nicest person ever to give me the cd for the click five on pop inc. YAY. thank you dude :D

hahaha prize giving damn funny. LOL KELLY YOU'RE MY AH GONG FOREVER! :D hahaha. taken from kels' blog:
Well, Junjun was being a paisi grandSON. yes son :D and so was Amanda, Fann, Jiali and more paisi friends (:
LOL. HAHAHA. I IZ NAWT A GRANDSON. lol twit-ness. hahaha.

16 days to pretty odd! YAY. and i might be getting a new mp3 player which is awesome. i don't believe in ipods. LOL. hahahaha i'm too poor for ipods. NYEH NYEH :P my painting of ryro (NOT RYHO, ryRO, why the heck would i wanna paint RYHO -.-) is coming along well :D he's so cute. i love the rosevest. why did he have to lose it in new zealand -.- tsk tsk. now he's busy hiding his hair under that hat of his in his hobo clothes. aww i'm mean :P OKAY OKAY the guys still rock. you don't have to worry cause we're still the same band. we're so starving :D

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Thursday, March 6, 2008
oh my goodness.

gosh. i was so shocked yesterday. when i found out. i suppose i was sort of trying to act as if it didn't happen. but it has. carry on i guess. the fragility of a life. taking them for granted; as if they'd always be there. i wish i could see him with his collection of knick-knacks and giving us some of them like when we were kids. i wish i could see him for one more chinese new year. i wish i could call: hello da yi gong! one more time. just once more. why did i always take him for granted; as if he was SUPPOSED to give us stuff, as if he was SUPPOSED to offer us food and make sure we had enough, as if it was his RESPONSIBILITY to be nice to us. gah i feel like i haven't been reflecting enough. so sudden; it all seemed to fade.

she watched as all she had faded away. the familiar faces she once knew seemed to be disappearing and she was so desperately trying to keep them by her side. lunging forward, she grabbed at them, only to be clutching smoke. the very fabric of her life. every face and every place she ever saw a mere memory now. at least she still had the familiar faces that still existed. they kept her safe and warm, they were her security blankets; her safety ropes. she was thankful. she smiled to herself softly, staring blankly ahead at the screen. sacrifices had to be made. things had to change. perhaps this was how it was supposed to be, a reckless abandon.

that was a sudden reflection i decided to write. i am not emo. i'm just reflecting :D at least there wasn't much suffering. it ended quickly. not the prolonged agony many dread. i am thankful for that. 18 days to pretty odd.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Tuesday, March 4, 2008
YAY.

i so love this pic of ryro i edited ages ago :D
HAND-DRAWN STARS AND EVERYTHING!

okay really nothing to post except that i miss camp! D: SUPER SADDDDDDDD ABOUT IT. and i'm a bit unhappy at not going to italy too cos' all the choir people are getting so excited! ): awww. BUT I'M HAPPY AND HIGH ALL THE SAME. WHEEEEEE. people owe me letters! :D heeh. doing ryro for art. ryro with the ryhawk not ryho with the urm whateveryoucallthatgrosshair. LOL okay i'm mean. it's okay that he changed his hair i guess... :P anyways, i acknowledge your apology man. you know who you are. and it's like. i already wiped it from my mind and it's not really your fault kays? yeah. UH OH OH OH TO A HEADLIGHT DISCO. okay random. hahaha. i still remember what julia from choir said about nicole's butt. HAHAHA. LOL. tend not to think about it :P HEEEEEEEH. gotta go find a nice picture of the ryhawk! and listening to panic and large amounts of reading has led me to become this chim lyrics writing freak. HAHAHA. KEWL. i mean all this creativity is coming from nowhere. must be wentz and ryro. HAHAHA. yay. 20 days to pretty. odd. FTW!

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥