hello there.
huijun
ROCK STAR(:
i spend 20% of my day thinking about brendon urie, 25% on guitar, 20% on school, and the other 35% on slacking and sleep.
1 SERVICE'07 scgs<3
2 COURAGE '08 :D
3 PERSEVERANCE '09 :3
4 PERSEVERANCE '10!


absolute adoration.
music, especially rock (it is all types of awesome :D)
my guitars :D (they are my life)
my AMAZING friends (they save me on a regular basis :X)
brendon urie! :3
hoodies :D
CDs, CDs, CDs (:
fall out boy {: the academy is... panic! at the disco mcfly :D the click five! cobra starship :B and the world in general for amazing me :D


jukebox.
Breakout by Ca$h Ca$h!

Breakout - Cash Cash

wishlist.
to be a musician eventually!
arctic monkeys' album my favourite worst nightmare
all time low's album so wrong it's right
theAUDITION's album controversy loves company
busted's VCD a ticket for everyone
cast recording of QUEEN'S WE WILL ROCK YOU! (featuring MiG)
jack's mannequin's album everything in transit
mayday parade's album a lesson in romantics :D :D
mayday parade's album anywhere but here (:
mcfly's wonderland dvd!!!
motion city soundtrack's album even if it kills me!
relient k's album five score and seven years ago!<3
rooster's album circles and satelites!

scream, shout.


runaway.
IMPORTANT

FALL OUT BOY(: yay.

MCFLY-EEEE(:
BELOVED TC5!~
PANIC! AT THE DISCO :D :D :D
TAI...<3
COBRA! fangsup(:
COUSINS
hui ying.
hui yu.
shao wen.
EX-6GERS
BBRS!
han yan.
jessica.
joceline.
jonathan.
kenneth.
millie.
sarah.
wen hui.
wern ching.
wingyee.
zhi yin.
yeo xin yi.
TNS PEOPLE
jacinth.
kang ning.
SCGS PEOPLE
abigail.
aisyah.
alison.
amanda.
charlene.
charmaine.
danitza.
deborah.
dione.
dominique.
elizabeth.
evelina.
frances.
isabel.
jean.
joyce.
julia.
kelly.
kirsten.
lecin.
liyan.
meiyin.
mel luki.
michelle.
miranda.
mona.
narisha.
natassia.
nicole.
pei wei.
rachel ang.
rachel ong.
rachel tang.
rui.
rukaya.
ruth.
sadrina.
samantha.
serene.
shu jing.
tricia.
umi.
wan qi.
wenqian.
yi rong.
yu xian.
zara.
humanoids
avery.
darrel.
greg.
melissa.
michelle.
monica.
yaoyuan.

don't ever look back.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
talk to me, i'm throwing myself in front of you.

my blog's been super duper dead.
sorry for not updating D:
i doubt many people read this anyway lol.
homework is crap but i'm finally left with only one thing :D
and i have to study more :/

this holiday, i've experienced what i would call one of the worst birthdays ever. but i've grown. i've learnt that sometimes people wear masks, and the person you think you are close to might not be the person you think he or she is. and i've learnt how to deal with things more maturely. and how to accept. or at least, i'm on my way to acceptance. and to treasure the friends who treasure me and ignore people who don't care. i'm past feeling angry, i just feel regret and certain resentment. but i'll get over it. somehow, no matter how long it takes, i need the people i care about to help me out more than ever now. i can't ask for much except for you to help me be strong.
this sounds like insanely overblown lol.
but this really is one of the most heartwrenching experiences i've had so far. so i'm learning.
thank you to everybody who has been there for me through these tough, challenging and rather stressful times. ily all :D -hugs-

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥