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Monday, June 30, 2008

ON WINGS OF SONG.

i'm am really glad to announce that the choir concert 'On Wings Of Song' was a HUGEEEEEEEE SUCCESS! :D it was so awesome. i'd do it all again in a heartbeat (:
the day was well spent. even though apparently my make-up was a little too pale, my suspenders fell, i was smiling the widest (too widely) or i looked a little too passionate when i was singing, i loved my first ever choir concert and i treasure every single minute of the concert. this is an experience that made those 2 weeks of insanely packed schedules for choir practice so WORTH IT.
saturday was filled with laughs and jokes, a little bit of quadratic equations and science on my part, but i seriously LOVED SATURDAY.
through these 2 weeks, everyone has shared laughs, smiles, frustration and even tears but i have to say that just seeing how glad everyone was when it was over, the reaction of the crowd and how all the choristers just seemed to bond so closely made it all worthwhile. i want to thank every single person who made this concert possible and everyone who showed concern when i was about to upchuck while coughing even on concert day. it's times like these when i feel so proud to be a member of the choir, and so glad that i'm surrounded by such caring people (:
OMG KELLY IS ABSENTTTTTT D: get well soon ah gong! (: please please PLEASE come back soon. me and nicole went up infront of class today and it was like:
me who went to the choir concert on saturday?
class *3 people raise their hands*
nicole and me WELL, ALL YOU LOSERS MISSED THE BEST NIGHT EVERRRRRRR.
hahahaha. i love the choristers (: and i wanna say sorry to someone (you know who you are), i know you told me that i shouldn't be feeling bad but i think i'm partially responsible for making your mum upset and i'm really sorry. you're like the nicest person ever and i'm sorry if i worried you by crying last week and i'm sorry i made you cry before. us sitting infront of our computer screens crying like idiots isn't that pretty. thank you so much for all you've done. ily.
and thank you again and again and again to everyone who made the concert possible and every single chorister. special thanks to: kelly, elizabeth and nicole for helping me (a hopeless baby) with my make-up, emily and julia for supplying unlimited enthu-ness, ruth for helping me wipe off my tribal stripes and being an ah-mah and justine for being the most patient person ever and being a lame tood :D plsu every other choir sec two because we help each other and that's AWESOME TO THE HIGHEST DEGREE. heeh. juniors victoria and rachel tang as well as yuan bing and charissa and yi ling for making me laugh like SHIZZ. every friendly senior! EVERYBODY LUH :D especially people who came down to support us too! (: mel luki for taking the bus home with meeeeeeee :D

ON WINGS OF SONG! ♥

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Friday, June 27, 2008

oh and.

note to self: practise how to apply choir make up :/ and practise how to look graceful, wear court shoes properly and SMILEEEEE super broadly.
i'm weird. i get it.

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IT'S FINALLY HEREEEEE.

oh gosh! TOMORROW IS THE CHOIR CONCERT! :O *runs around screaming* it seems so surreal. i can't believe it's tomorrow already. it's all been such a blur and it hasn't sunk in yet! so rushed :/ ahhhhhhhh i haven't been on the computer in 3 days! been on the phone alot though *cough cough* justine's fault (: i'm kinda nervous about tomorrow now and i totally HAVE to have people help me with my makeup (elizabeth? :D). hahaha ily guys. anyway, I'M MEL LUKI'S NUMBER ONE FAN! :D i'm not deranged, just totally smitten. LOL. kidding of course. she's so fun to pick on (: me and nicole said 'HI MEL!' to her like 7 times today. and i screamed: NO MEL DON'T GO DON'T LEAVE ME like 3 times HAHAHA. i'm totally high today. i suppose it's cos' i'm hiding my nerves.
we almost cancelled our metanee show! D: BUT WE DIDN'T :D hahaha. yay. i think our vice principal was so nice to get so many people to come in just one day. it really was awesome. the feeling when mrs yogee said: we're not cancelling the metanee show! it just sent a huge sense of relief through me. it's tomorrow it's tomorrow it's tomorrow huijun, breathe deeply and repeat. it's tomorrow. ahhhhh my emotional high is running out. i wanna bug justine D:
AND I CAN'T STUDY SCIENCE OMG I'M FREAKING OUT SO BADLY! D: it's so horrible. science is my worst subject. i CANNOT afford to fail! D: i'm kinda over-thinking and becoming stressed now. not good. i'm getting nervous. i have to distract myself. oh my goodness tom fletcher changed his hair NOOOOOOO D: he lookd so hot last time (not hotter than danny jone though) but his hair was awesome! AND HE KILLED IT. why tom WHY.
i still have a bit of a sore throat. and for three days in a row i've coughed until i wanna throw up (up-chuck, barf, whatever you call it). BUT I MUST PRESS ON. for the sake of the concert! :D imma put on my brightest smile and my most expressive face (:

ON WINGS OF SONG! :D

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

ouch D:

choir everyday afterschool and sectionals during recess. i'm seriously tired. not to mention that we have tests and homework and i had a freaking cold that i almost died from this week D:
yesterday, i had a horrible horrible cold. the night before i was like waking up at one-hour intervals to wipe my nose D: and i woke up randomly at like 5am in the morning D: going back to school is hard. very hard to snap back into the old lifestyle! i'm really exhausted. during choir, i started running a fever so that wasn't all that great. then i went in affixation, in which caused me to totally start shaking and turning pale because i completely couldn't breathe properlu D: I STILL DENY THAT I'M SICK. okay who am i kidding lah. kelly and justine kept telling me i was running a fever. and i refused to believe them. but i went home. and i was running a 38.1 degree fever O_O choir is getting frustrating for everyone. especially because we had to study for the lang arts test today. and everyone's got the flu bug and it's tiring D: i hope it gets better.
today, i coughed out blood D: OH HOW FUN. YAY FOR BLOOD COMING OUT OF THE WRONG PLACES! :D oh and my nose bled from me wiping it too much today ): it's the worst cold i've ever had since... EVER. thanks to everyone being nice and being concerned for my cold though :D it'll get better once the phlergm clears up. somehow, someday. thanks to justine and emily and victoria and liting and nicole and julia etc for comforting me today. i don't know what's gotten into me. i think it's the flu. i know i'm slow in the head. and i know i suck at dancing and that automatically makes me shit at performing arts. but to point it out infront of EVERYBODY. it goes without saying doesn't it? maybe it was the embarassment that made me cry. or maybe it was the fact that i knew it was true and i hope no one else would notice. i'm a total retard. and i think lowly of myself. i see that now. it's quite sad D:
i realise that even though i wanna be happy and enthu and optimistic, it's for everybody else's benefit. i just wanna put smiles on their faces, you know? but like i kind of don't think i'm good at anything. i'm just. insecure? i'm kind of confident in front of a crowd but my confidence is so lacking on the inside D: gosh. i sound like an emo freak. eww. this makes me so uncomfortable.
i don't think i deserve to be a perfect nominee. let's see how it goes.

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

come one, come all (:

i'm slacking in front of the com and doing a bit of the math essay which my group sort of procrastinated. haha. but my group is super responsible and in 2 days we have 820 words already and everyone met the deadlines! just need to conclude (: i'm so proud of kelly and chloe! :D you guys rule.
i'm so glad that i finished most of my homework (other than my math essay) before choir week! :D now i don't have to be crazy and chiong all the homework. it's nice being responsible! :D man i went to sleep at 6am this morning. hahaha i couldn't fall asleep. i was on the phone with justine and helping her with her contemplation log for lang arts for like 4 hours! hahaha she got busted by her mum in the end. like. we talked until 5:30am plus. and we still couldn't fall asleep. and i woke up with a cold this morning at 11am. i'm so screwed for choir promo performance at flag raising tomorrow. hahaha it was damn funny on the phone. justine wrote like 3 sentences in 1 hour? LOL. but i'm glad i could help dearie (: don't fuss too much about the homework pile :D
i went out to get the stupid red shoelaces we had to lace our shoes with for the country outfits for the concert -.- and i was dying when i walked luh. i was sneezing and sneezing and my eyelids were totally gonna fall shut D: but i got them in the end! 2 pairs, one for me and one for justine/kelly. i got red ribbon to make shoelaces with cos' diaso didn't have enough red shoelaces. so imma make kelly and justine pick tomorrow. the shoelaces made with ribbons are damn impressive. my mum could totally sell those shoelaces. hahaha enough about shoelaces! i got justine her SUPER BELATED birthday present. it's super adorable and i think it rocks more than her. i mean, she rocks more than it. *grin*
i'm totally addicted to 'come one, come all' by all time low at the moment. it's stuck in my head! :D there's a mile gone for every minute passed when i'm stuck in this town. i've got a bone to pick with you mister DJ. go on and lock me up you better throw away that key, before i find out where you broadcast cos' your playlist is killing me. i'll change that station, light it up like the 4th of july :D

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

whoa oh whoa whoa oh :D

wow i haven't blogged in 4 days! THAT'S REALLY FREAKING LONG :O seriously. well, this week has been really productive, even though today's choir practice wasn't all that great in terms of vocals, it was fun :D
today's practice was a riot! well, a quiet one. we had full dress rehearsal today (: i had to bring like 4 bags plus my sling bag because i didn't wanna crush my kebaya O_O AND I'M PROUD TO SAY I IRONED MY EUROPEAN OUTFIT AND KEBAYA ALL BY MYSELF YESTERDAY :D i might do alright in home ec man (: anyway, i release that there's no resonance on stage so we sound hollow when we hear ourselves sing. but it actually sounds pretty awesome from the audience. heh. i've had lots of choir terms drilled into my head the past few days and they are coming into use! :D
i looked like a complete and utter goof in my country western outfit. my pants were reallyyyyyyyyyy high. and lots of people said i looked like a little farm boy O_O suspenders ftw though (: heeeeeh. i was knocked out for 3 hours just now. i'm so tired and i overslept to go to charm's birthday party! D: sorry dude i'll pass you your present in school!
speaking of school, we only have sunday to prepare and on monday it's 'chop chop, wake up at 6am!' D: darn. i'm so lazy ): i think tc5 slash is so disturbing. like joe and joey, TOGETHER? it's just too much for my little brain to handle. and also, the ethan and kyle one was really disturbing. the writer (someone i actually know :O) really knows how to be disturbing. heeh. 'kyle couldn't take his eyes off ethan, maybe it was the red hot bass he swapped for his regular one that night. kyle put down his guitar, even though he had a part to play in the verse of 'all i need is you' and the guys were giving him looks. he walked towards ethan, until he could feel his breath on his face, put his hand behind his head, leaned in, and kissed him.' O_O some of it may be not the exact words but i'm sure you guys get the point. IT'S BETHAN (BEN + ETHAN)! not ethan + kyle or anybody else! YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE SYSTEM. it's like ryden (ryan ross + brendon urie)! you don't change that. everrrrr. lol.
i'd like to thank everyone who helped out this week in choir with me: emily and julia for teaching me the steps and always being there to exchange spazz faces with :D, kelly and ruth for making me laugh so hard that it hurt (:, justine for being dance-challenged with me and practising with me, farisha for being a super responsible level rep, liting and nicole for offering me help when i needed it, natassia for her super cool 'fangsup' idea (cobra!), and all other choir sec twos for either helping me get my parts right/sharing their experience/ being super friendly. and i'd like to thank you guys for all the laughs we shared. and i love victoria the gorilla woman who laughs at everything and is too tall for her own good, yuan bing the super cool dancer girl, andrea the spazzo, joycelyn (sorry if it's spelt wrongly) for her dance-challengedness and spazz face, and basically everyone in soprano 2 and almost everybody else (: heeeh. i love you guys, every single one of youuuuuuu :D even though i had swollen ankles, aching muscles and a throat that got sorer and sorer by the day, i think it was pretty damn worth it.

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

remembering sunday.

i realised that i get really pissed off when i'm freaking hungry and i don't get food. that's not good. which is exactly what happened at choir today. i didn't get a packet of food for lunch. and there were absentees for choir today. COULD SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THE CHOIR CAN HAVE ABSENTEES AND STILL HAVE NOT ENOUGH FOOD?! that really pisses me off. thank goodness for emily, she shared lunch with me (: my stomach was growling dammit. and i came down late for lunch by like 5 minutes and i have no food -.- oh squee. anyways, i'm packing lunch for tomorrow if they decide that i don't deserve to have food to eat. hmph. it's totally wrong. but anyway, food from home tastes six hundred times better than the crud they give us in packets.
i suck at box steps D: at least there are people helping me out. or i would die. of embarassment. yeah. totally. my ankles are hurting more everyday. but other than that, choir has been awesome. i totally look like a cross-dressing boy in my cowgirl outfit D: blah. gosh people are still watching my cover of check yes juliet on youtube O: that's weird. okay anyway, remembering sunday by all time low owns :D
leaning out into the breeze remembering sunday he falls to his knees they had breakfast together but two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs.

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Monday, June 16, 2008

SQUEE X 1323521531 :D

i got my first electric guitar!

fender squier telecaster and it's awesome (: it looks retro but it's awesome. EXCITING :D been begging for it for 2 years now so YAY. i still love my acoustic more. is that wrong of me? D: i'm working out how to work the amp well (: and zomg choir today was so painful and i suck at dance SO BADLY.

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

JAM SESSION :D

today we had the jam session. and my band mates are super freaking funny. in both ways. it was such a waste of cash though D: we slacked for the first 1 and a half hours -.- AND WHO'S FAULT IS THAT HMMMM. then we played jenny in the last 15 minutes. WASTED $30 MAN. but i totally loved playing with the guitar :D i brought wanqi along and she practised 'Long Way To Go' (: she's good. shattered skylines should really learn how to work all the equipment. the stupid keyboard refused to turn on even though it was plugged in -.- hahaha. we made attempts at playing 'Disenchanted' by My Chemical Romance and 'Seven Years' by Saosin but it was sort of a failure. but it was fun all the same even though the jamming studio looked sleazy with alcohol and there was a massage parlour one level down which the guys went on and on about -.- LOL. i'm probably buying my first electric tomorrow! :D me and brother are sharing it. how awesome is that (:
after the jam session, headed to wanqi to deal with her TC5 withdrawal at Clarke Quay and i realised i really miss them too ): gah. i felt a bit upset after the jam session i have to say. i dunno why. it was funny shizz :D i kinda felt a bit dao-ed. but i totally expect that being the only girl in a guy's band. charmaine was just sitting there, really tight-lipped the whole time. i wonder why. then i dragged wanqi to go find her birthday present. but the place closed down D: i was so devastated. imma get her a pair of drumsticks or something one day (:
I LIKE JAM SESSIONS! :D :D :D the first step towards stardom and wanqi's our first fan (: oh and the ben for president fb group credited me really nicely and i think that's super sweet (:

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BEN ROMANS FOR PRESIDENT.

ben, that's how much i adore you.

a 1.5 to 2 metre banner. for you. from me and monica (: LOL.

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dawning of a new era, calling, don't let it catch you falling.

JAM SESSION. it's 12 am i'm kinda nervous. but whatever. imma just go for it and do whatever i usually do. i've been doing my homework like a headless chicken (frantically fast and messy) and i've finally finished it! mostly. yeah :D YAYYYYYY. no more math, no more lang arts, and i did geog and history revision and chineseeeeeeeeee :D i'm so proud of myself. it's time like these where you look back on a hard week's work and you just smile (:
oh and the ben for president group didn't credit monica or me. i feel that that's kinda wrong ): but it's okay lah :D you can't expect too much. i mean. all we did was bend over for 8 hours painting that banner. sigh. BUT BEN LOVED IT :D ben for freaking president man. OF THE WORLD.
my cousin came over yesterday and we had such fun with my sis and her friend :D i was doing math for 7 hours but i was still in my sis' room to urm. 'watch the show'? lol. stuffing my sister into a corset was fun LOL. she enjoyed it too. except when she realised she told my cousin and her friend to pull it too tight. then she got a spinny head just like the girls of the shakespearan era. cool! except that she didn't have a fan to fan oxygen into her face LOL. first thing i did yesterday was geography at 8:15 in the morning. i'm too much of a nerd. anyway, next week, i can say goodbye to my social life, say goodbye to my guitar time and say goodbye to my non-swollen ankles D: gah. but i'm part of something so i should be willing to sacrific for it (: MUST WORK HARD!

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

LIT LIT LIT DONE DONE DONE YAY YAY YAY ;D

i finished my lit contemplation log! :D i wrote 1,268 words on the question 'Compare and contrast Orsino and Viola in terms of their characters in general and their attitudes to love in particular.' and i did the other question on the diary entry! :D WOOHOO. and i'm revising set notation for math. i did 3 hours of math today. i've been alot of work. like everyday (:
i feel responsible. and i got wanqi's birthday letter to me today :D it's super cute and covered with duckies and the letter was really sweet and it was totally touching. i have an awesome friend :D and i'm still looking for that damn picture of me ben and monica with the banner D: I'LL FIND IT SOMEDAY!
i'm totally addicted to 'even if it kills me' by motion city soundtrack. for the first time in a long time i can say that i wanna try, to be better and overcome each moment, in my own way.
and zomg shattered skyline jamming session this saturday O: finally setting foot into a studio. AMAZING. we still need to find a drummer though :D

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

YAY kungfu panda's SHEER AWESOME-NESS.

went to cineleisure to watch 'Kung Fu Panda' with serene, natassia and andrea lee today :D it was super fun! hahaha i love kung fu panda and serene kept going on about how Master ShiFu's bow was super cute *squeal*. HAHAHA. super cute though :3 hah. then we headed to takashimaya for serene to top up her phone card and natassia to go spend her kinokunya vouchers :D it was cool. lol. i never want to look at a copy of chuck palaniuk's RANT ever again. the synopsis was disturbing enough. and i totally agree with serene - now we know why ryan ross is so screwed up. then we went to heeren to look at cds and i screamed about how tc5 were at the balcony just last week and ZOMG BEN. hahaaa.
had to head over to parkway later, cos' wanqi told me she had to hand me something VERY IMPORTANT *wiggles eyebrows*, so serene being a nice person decided to accompany me to parkway (: (don't tell her i said that) we met wanqi on the bus actually and she passed me the magical thing - ME AND MONICA'S PICTURE WITH BEN (PRINTED VERSION) :D :D :D zomg yay. super sweet luh! (: thanks dearie. and then and then we headed to random places in parkway and borders to look for stephen king books. IT MAY BE SPELT STEPHEN BUT I BET IT'S PRONOUNCE STEVEN SERENE. STEVEN! anyways, then we said goodbye D: i walked with wanqi for a while and i got bubble tea, then she went off to dance *pout*.
but, i went to my uncle's house after that and talked to my FAVOURITE COUSINS :D and my favourite nainai. HEEEH. it's awesome. talked about random shizz then i went home, after many failed attempts to find pretty. odd. on the internet for downloads because my stupid mp3 player wouldn't connect to my cousin's freaking computer. *pouts over-dramatically*
IMPORTANT NEWS: now i can finally say that i have inspired people. along with monica of course. the 'ben for president' craze is sweeping asia and i'm totally NOT KIDDING. ferrina was inspired to make us a facebook group, and there's been like 5 days since june 5th? that's when the group was started and there are 97 MEMBERS. that's right. numbers don't lie. yeah :D i can proudly say: I'M A BROMANS FAN FTW, BEN FOR PRESIDENT. VOTE BEN, VOTE NOW. and a vote for ben is a vote for SHEER AWESOME-NESS. thank you and goodnight :D
oh and yes, i am one of the girls who got ben to jump over the barricade for a picture. LOL. just kidding, totally not egotistic :3
ben for president facebook site: http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=19316016325

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Monday, June 9, 2008

HUIJUN, RESPONSIBLE STUDENT.

i am officially a responsible student :D 2 hours of lang arts, 1 hour of geography, 1 hour of history, 1 hour of chinese and half an hour of math today. and so i shall be doing 6 hours of homework a day++ everyday of this week, until i get 10 hours of choir everyday next week. OH SQUEE I LOVE HAVING MY ANKLES SWELL UP.
hahaha but zomg my video on youtube (which i did not agree to have uploaded!) has 77 views in 5 days? THAT'S REALLY COOL. rather amazing/amusing that people bother to watch me murder an awesome song LOL. but it is an awesome song though (:
and everyone's 'promoting' for me HAHAHA. i actually feel like i could do something along these lines one day. like gigs and stuff. NAH. hahaha but hey, i can dream right? (: and, HAPPY 14 th BIRTHDAY AISYAH :D

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Friday, June 6, 2008

YESSSS ACCOMPLISHMENT.

i'm so proud of myself :D i tabbed 'don't let me go' by ear, and i went to watch a video of it and THE FRETTING WAS TOTALLY CORRECT! :D i'm so happy! finally i'm getting a trained ear (:
that's another awesome birthday present. and my mum got me a guitar pendant. it's sooooooo pretty. haha (: i'm thinking being 14 is better than i thought.
well things have changed for me come on everybody let's dance & sing. i'm singing it all night long so come on everybody come join along (:

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14 is sweeter than it sounds :D

WOOHOO. it's finally my birthday haha (: thank you everyone for sms-ing me birthday wishes! i was so touched to see that at 12:30am i already had 5 birthday smses! :D you guys sure are fast! thanks to: huiying, justine, wanqi, emily, someone (sorry dearie i couldn't trace your number D:), skyla, swapna, aisyah, huiyu, monica, huiting, natassia, tricia, nicole, yu xian, mao and salome for your birthday smses! :D
thank you to serene who gave me the earliest birthday present of all (almost here by TAI...) and huiying + monica for whisper war by the cab! :D you guys rock.
and and and i have the most exciting news EVERRRRRRR. skyla called me last night, or rather, this morning at 1:30am. ME AND MONICA WITH BEN'S BANNER AND BEN IS JOE GUESE (AKA. LEAD GUITARIST OF THE CLICK FIVE)'S PROFILE PICTURE FOR MYSPACE. oh my goodness. it's the best birthday present ever! :D *squeals with joy* i'm so excited about this. gosh, joe if only you knew how much this means to me. (edit: okay it was on yesterday so it's been on his page for 2 whole days :D)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE :D

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Thursday, June 5, 2008

mcfly.

mcfly, one for the radio, enough said, ENJOY! and mcfly is on their own label named SUPER RECORDS now (: good for them. i'm 4 days late on this but, HERE'S ONE FOR THE RADIO.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY :D

i realised a couple hours ago that it's my lovely's birthday! :D that's right, my beautiful acoustic guitar's birthday! i gave it a BIGGGG HUG and wished it happy birthday. 1 this year :D sharing a birthday with pete wentz! awesome right? (:
i've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror,
and bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer,
but my breath fogged up the glass,
so i drew a new face and i laughed.
i love how jason mraz's lyrics tell it like it is. the above really happens! hahaha. i'm yours.

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HOMEWORKKKKKK = overworked.

can't finish my homeworkkkkkkkk D: i wanna finish by the end of this week but it's so much. plus, i'm too much of a slacker to try and finish my math! D: my dad is already chasing me to finish. darn. too much click five-ing for the past few days! D: wanqi totally uploaded me playing check yes juliet acoustic on youtube lah O_O it wasn't good. wanqi thinks it was -.- i'm astounded. haha i can't sing for nuts. anyways, IMPORTANT BUSINESS! :D happy birthday to america's favourite (ex)emo!

happy 29th birthday

PETER LEWIS KINGSTON WENTZ

III! :D :D :D

you rock REALLY HARD, even though you lack self-control. hahaha. oh squee. and me and nicole had the most retarded conversation on the phone just now for like an hour plus :P oh the phone bills.

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

ZOMG SQUEE.

i love this picture don't you? i've waited for 3 years just for this. 3 FREAKING LONG YEARSSSS.

credits to kame and her dad's spiffy camera :D

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in the most unexpected places.

today. was. an. awesome. day.

ZOMG TC5 FTFW.

i know it was bad. but it was totally worth waking up at five in the morning for gosh. went to sleep at 3am, because i was so jittery i couldn't go to sleep so i was smsing wanqi LOADS. slept for 2 hours, woke up at 5am to walk to the mrt in the dark. couldn't eat a damn thing. my heart was pounding in my throat and stomach. so scared.
got on the mrt at 5:50am (thank goodness it was early), i was still shaking. then i met wanqi at the mrt, walk to terminal 2. saw like 6 or 8 fans waiting out. it was still scary. unusually, i was super enthu. not the hopping around sort of enthu but the 'i'm happy *grin*' sort of enthu. hahaha. then, we met skyla and kame and lecin came. skyla said that we should head to terminal 1. AND I LOVE HER FOR THAT. gosh.
standing there randomly, wanqi spotted a guy who looked like dave hughes, so she was staring. and suddenly, i screamed: BENNNNN! zomg i was tingling. i told them to believe me when i said tc5 was coming. and i'm glad they did (: gosh now my heart is still thumping. we saw them about 10am. and we waited outside the check-in point for them, for about 20 minutes? *breathes heavily* ahhhhhhhh. joey came out first so we got a picture, and he was nice enough to sign our cd covers. except that he went through 10 markers and none of them worked properly, so me, wanqi and lecin's cds ended up getting signed about 4 times each. hahaha joey was all like: someone should go call up the sharpie company. the rest of the guys ran off though.
i managed to catch BEN! :D i asked him to sign my banner. i was like: ben, will you sign my banner? it's the 'ben for president' one. then he was like: yeah. that is absolutely amazing. GOSH ILY DUDE. ethan was the absolute sweetest today. sweetest out of everyone. he didn't look tired at all! so he was like (to me): do you want me to sign that? *looks at banner* then i spazzed for like 2 seconds. i was like: yeah. then he said: oh it's ben's thing. i'm not gonna sign that. so i took out my cd and got him to sign it :D it was so adorable. and he was so sweet he waved like 5 times. and joe did the cutest thing. he stuck his arm straight in the air and waved like that. SO CUTEEEEE.
i think the person who interacted the least was kyle but i'm sure he was tired and stuff so yeah. he enjoys his privacy yeah. went home slightly disappointed because, wanqi and lecin wanted a picture with kyle, and i wanted a picture with joe and ben. GAH. kyle was first into the departure gate and everything -.- hahaha but still sweet luh. we saw charlie guese! :D they (wanqi and lecin) were like looking straight at him. then they were like: where's charlie? then i was like: HE'S RIGHT THERE -.- can't you see his red hair. hahahaha. charlie is adorable. him and joe had super high backpacks and slippers :3 heeeeh.
i wanted a picture with joe D: oh well. it was okay. JOEY! AND AND AND JOE HAS MY PICTURE WITH BEN -.- lol. ethan is just as sweet as he was last year at ministry of sound (: oh goose so sweet. his smile MELTS me. i think i like ethan even more than i did last year. he's still my guitar hero! :D

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Monday, June 2, 2008

thank you.

thank you to huiying and monica for getting me 'whisper war'. you guys rock. thank you to lecin, wanqi and rukaya for sticking with me these few days. thank you to melissa for offering to let me lean on her in the crowd when i felt faint. thank you to the tkgs girls: shuyin, xiaoqi, maria, kp and rachel for helping us out. thank you to all the people we have met. but i would like to thank my group the most. ily guys :D oh and kame and skyla for being awesome (:

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

TC5. AGAIN.

ZOMG. LEMME TELL YOU PEOPLE OF MAGICAL PEOPLE/THINGS.

monday
waited from 10am to 11pm for the click five at the airport. NOTHING. and the waner music manager told me: if you wanna see the click five, go to terminal one at 6:30pm (we were at T2). so i was like. LET'S GOOOOOOO :D but no one wanted to trust her and said there were no flights from manila to T1. BUT IT TURNS OUT THAT TC5 TOOK TRANSIT FLIGHT TO HONGKONG THEN TO SINGAPORE ZOMG. so pissed off. met kame and skyla though (: had a nice chat on the mrt.

yesterday
THE CLICK FIVE CONCERT OMFG KILL ME NOW. went to queue at 11:30am for the show at 8pm. it was tiring but me and monica finished our banner and managed to walka around. people were staring at us as if we didn't know that they were giving us funny looks. NEWS FLASH! we're not blind you know -.- BLAH. but it was fun. the warner music manager got a picture of it and our shirts cos' she said it was: AMAZING. yeah AWESOMEEEEE. she was gonna show it to the band.
the mosh pit was PAINFUL. and when i say painful i mean: my ankle got bashed like shit, i couldn't move anything except my head, i couldn't breathe properly and someone's hair kept whacking me in the face and some crazy chick kept whacking my side. it was like: BANG BANG, WHACK WHACK, PUSH PUSH, SHOVEEEEEE. yowch.
but it was worth it. just seeing the band perform was like heaven on earth GOSH. i went home totally tired and bruised and i got lost. and so i'm banned from concerts at night from now on. yeah DAMN. gah got some merch and met wanqi, got used at a shovel by wanqi and lecin to push through the meet and greet crowd which we couldn't get into anyway.
there was a near miracle though. some guy asked me if i wanted ethan's pick. i knew right away that it was his pick, but melissa (boardie from m'sia) didn't know so she just took it. it was 2 CENTIMETRES AWAY FROM MY FREAKING HAND. GOSH I THREW THE BIGGEST TANTRUM EVER. it was meant to be mineeeeeeeeee. SHIZZ. *explodes*
and i saw a certain someone in the crowd. that person had been on my case since i returned to tao nan. let me tell you this. I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU CHOKE. D:<

today
SHAKESPEARE DAY FTWWWWWWWWW :D i was having lucky feelings today. because i planned last month to go to heeren after our shakespeare lunch (don't ask, we're shakespeare geeks yo), and it turned out that tc5 were at heeren for tea time. I WAS SO FREAKING EXCITED. i basically pissed myself when ben jumped over the barricade to take a picture with our 'BEN FOR PRESIDENT' banner. and i was so nervous that i scolded him. i was like: BEN YOU'RE BLOCKING THE BANNER! *scream* he was like: OH SORRY! LEMME GET BEHIND IT. haha so he unbuttoned his shirt and we took 3 pictures, 2 taken by publicists and 1 taken by joeeeeeeee :D guese man. zomg YAY. hahaha.
i promptly gave ben a hug and touched his chest ZOMG. *scream* ben's hairy chest hair (: LOL OKAY NO. DISTURBING.
then me, lecin and wanqi headed to vivo then gallery hotel (where they're staying). I STILL DON'T HAVE A PICTURE! what am i supposed to do. call joe and ask him for it. dammit. ben loved the banner though. yay. me and monica knew he'd love it (: missed the rest of the guys though. too caught up in ben. heh D:

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥