youve got all the friends you need;

hello there.

huijun
ROCK STAR(:
i spend 20% of my day thinking about brendon urie, 25% on guitar, 20% on school, and the other 35% on slacking and sleep.
~~1 SERVICE'07 scgs<3~~
~~2 COURAGE '08 :D~~
~~3 PERSEVERANCE '09 :3~~
4 PERSEVERANCE '10!

absolute adoration.

music, especially rock (it is all types of awesome :D)
my guitars :D (they are my life)
my AMAZING friends (they save me on a regular basis :X)
brendon urie! :3
hoodies :D
CDs, CDs, CDs (:
fall out boy {: the academy is... panic! at the disco mcfly :D the click five! cobra starship :B and the world in general for amazing me :D

jukebox.

Breakout by Ca$h Ca$h!

Breakout - Cash Cash

wishlist.

to be a musician eventually!
arctic monkeys' album my favourite worst nightmare
all time low's album so wrong it's right
theAUDITION's album controversy loves company
busted's VCD a ticket for everyone
cast recording of QUEEN'S WE WILL ROCK YOU! (featuring MiG)
jack's mannequin's album everything in transit
mayday parade's album a lesson in romantics :D :D
mayday parade's album anywhere but here (:
mcfly's wonderland dvd!!!
motion city soundtrack's album even if it kills me!
relient k's album five score and seven years ago!<3
rooster's album circles and satelites!

scream, shout.

x

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

turn turn!

PAGES AND PARAGRAPHS MUSIC VIDEO OUT 4 DAYS AGO!
it's like sorta amateurish in video quality but i love the song :D so here it is.
pages and paragraphs by set it off! (: cody carson ftw btw.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

NOTHING PERSONAL.

i love NOTHING PERSONAL by ATL. it's like the album of the year, please. there's some choice lines, like:
- are you having trouble finding sleep at night, or does your lack of conscience tell you everything's alright?
- you walk around with my heart on your sleeve.
- gotta bite that know-it-all tongue.
- you were fake, i was great - nothing personal.
- that's just typical, you're so cynical.
- i make you come just to watch you leave.
- and a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.
i'm suddenly totally inspired! I HEART ATL TTM TQVM. haha.

i'm so scared for GE run tomorrow. 5km! -screams and runs around-
i hope i can keep up with my class man. -fingers crossed!-

next week is gonna be the most stressful week of my life ZOMG. prefects, choir, art, 'o' level chinese prep, extended curriculum. kill me now kthxbai.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Thursday, October 29, 2009

rawr.

i'm kind of amazed how frustrated i am with my school right now :/
i used to think the world of this school.
thank goodness there are great things that happen every now and then to brighten my day :D
i heart the new guitar riff i wrote :D
blah blah blah no one cares.
hahaha. oh well.
oh and sometimes, i realise, when you think people are showing some sense of niceness, they turn around and show you that they are as mean as you imagined they were! but it's different now 'cause you don't really get disappointed anymore. yay.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Monday, October 26, 2009

the wind blows.

i just keep reminding myself that it could be so much worse than it is right now.
thank you gratitude.

i used to be upset that i had no shoes, until i met a man with no feet.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Sunday, October 25, 2009

why oh why.

i'm sick again D:
stupid cold.
it has made me rather irritable, and considering what's been going on i do think it's actually justified.

i don't like the way i am assumed to be useless unless i prove my ability immediately. in case they haven't noticed, if people like me are not given an opportunity, i go hunting for one.
but i never get one because they make sure people who apparently 'have not proven their worth' don't get the chance to gain experience. then why were we even selected? how can we help if we have nothing to help with?
they always give the same people all the work. this is counter-productive. not only do those people get stressed, no one else gets to better themselves to help the common cause.
just because a person does not show emotion, that does not make them stable. in fact, it is in my opinion that most people who bottle their emotions will in the end explode. so yes, open your eyes, seriously.
i thought we were all equals here, but it seems that some of us are not proving our worth in your eyes. and we all know that is biased bull.

no offence meant, just saying how i feel.
injustice is all around the world, but i honestly expected more from such a mature group of individuals.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Friday, October 23, 2009

where were you?

never good enough, you don't even think i'm worthy of you talking to me or what. hallucination?
this is the level of communication. (this is the silence.)
do i like this? hell no.
can i do anything? no, unless i want to die of misery.
oh freaking well (:

cheer up linda! you're awesome and you know it don't let other people define you, you'll realise that haters just aren't worth your time :D

everything's such a rush! -stressing out-

if i would've known what i know now,
i would have ran for the hills.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

a stranger i know well (but not at all).

EOY results were pretty okay.
some subjects disappointed me though D: and that's not very nice.
but i'm gonna work harder to do better over the hols so yeah (:

loads of stuff is happening with the choir and the prefectorial board so i'm gonna be really busy all the way till november plus plus! D:
hopefully it'll all be worth it in the end.

closing up, boarded up.
you'll be sorry when i'm gone.

you tore me apart like a hurricane.
with a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.

i'm a walking travesty,
but i'm smiling at everything.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Friday, October 16, 2009

i hope you don't mind.

huiying and debbie are awesome for coming to ftp's jam with me :D ily guys, thanks so much for comforting me when i got the news, i really appreciate you.

liyan, thanks for like hearing me out today like you always do. ann, steph, tessa, yi rong and cara too, i really thank you guys.

wanqi has been amazing, i thank her so much for being there for me today, it made all the difference in the world. thank you.

ruth lee and ruth smalley, thank you helping and encouraging me, remember that i'm here if you need me. (especially you ruth lee!)

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

ZOMFGUSH :D

FANCY THIS PROGRESSION PERFORMANCE AT iSPARK TODAY WAS BOOMZ! :D
i think the biggest success was not the being on stage itself, but it was the bonding we did when we were backstage and after the performance :D it's great to be able to like talk and just chill out and be comfortable with each other, that way we can make better music!

here are some highlights:
- people cheering halfway through catch your wave
- cheering after disenchanted
- laughing and joking about the performances with the guys
- heading to chinatown and back with jamin (who is a penguin!)
-getting crammed into the backseat of darrel's car with the guys
- macs at King Albert Plaza
- BAND BONDING!

so to darrel, jamin, meng and yao yuan:
good job, i'm so super proud of all of you. darrel, you've come so far and i'm so glad that like you're super awesome at guitar now (: jamin, you were so nervous, but you manage to cope with the pressure and sing well (: meng, you're a legend at guitar and even though you felt sick you persisted and that's really admirable (: yao yuan, you're a genius at drums even though you're insane when you play, good luck for eoys, thanks for being there (:

I'M PROUD OF FTP :D

you looked so peaceful, and i'm glad you're in a better place now.
just like the beautiful butterfly.
- dedicated to huan huan jie jie.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

speechless.

just as you're living your life half-heartedly, you receive a phone call.
and that phone call rocks you to the core as it shakes you out of your misguided haze and awakens you to the reality of time.
time stops for no man. it waits for no one.
it's not until you face certain death that you realise the importance of life.
i'm going to fall asleep dreaming of you tonight.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

if only you were lonely.

i realise that without end of years to keep me focused, i'm letting myself slip again. i'm just gonna hve to work harder. (and not end up hiding under the table like an emo again :D)

halogen leadership challenge was pretty fun today :D i thought it's just be super boring but it was pretty interesting and informative! the sec 3 prefects are super straight-faced most of the time though. i'm sure we were all tired, that's why.

anyway! jamming tomorrow, which is always a good thing. well, mostly a good thing. soundcheck on thursday and performance on friday! it's pretty incredible. and i'm really excited. so i have to be practising like crazyyyyyyyyy. so sorry to everyone who wanted to watch, it's only open to hwa chong-ers! D: i'd love for you guys to come and watch if you could. -frowns- i'll be sure to invite you to our next performance! :D

you're just a phone call away,
every day you seem further away.
i know i said some things that hurt,
took me 97 missed calls to finally get over you.

i always put myself in destructive situations.

it's funny because we both know we can deal with this right now but we don't fix/ reason things. i'm just too scared to say anything and you don't give a damn enough to say anything.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Monday, October 12, 2009

these are the fast times.

I HEART TAI'S LOST IN PACIFIC TIME :D
i've already tabbed days like masquarade and sputter. it is love!
and i'm like addicted to Shane Dawson's videos kthxbai :D
BRENDON URIE IS MY NEW WALLPAPER BOOCHES :D

EOYS ARE OVER!
i'm so relieved, honestly.

went out with liyan, ann and chloe today :D
watched fame, which i expected to be an all-out musical but it felt more like true life on mtv with a couple of songs. idk.
it was actually pretty good :D 3.5 stars!
FINALLY BOUGHT MY AAR ALBUM AFTER LISTENING TO IT FOR FOREVER. i heart every track!
i don't want to wake up early for prefects tomorrow! D:

BAND PERFORMANCE IN 4 DAYS! -excited-

i'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough.
'cause we never seemed so far.

i know all you needed was me.

forget about the sunshine when it's gone.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Sunday, October 11, 2009

stressed out.

heartbreak is the best motivation.
- brendon urie

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Friday, October 2, 2009

ghost.

had 4 and a half hours of exams today D:
but i feel absolutely accomplished :D
i braved 3 hours of art! most people in the art elective family finished their paper B so yay :D
esther was ranting to me on the phone about that stupid 'boon' and 'bane' question and i realised i took the wrong word for the wrong thing too! D: oh well, it's okay.
FANCY THIS PROGRESSION HAS GOTTEN PAST THE AUDITIONS AND IS PERFORMING! -cheering please- great job guys, sorry i couldn't be there today.
and i totally feel out of my band right now D: and that's bad. -sigh- oh well, i'm just gonna play and see how it goes :D

are you alone in here? i heard the voice so clearly.

edit: i know something you don't and i don't want to tell you cause it's gonna hurt. (weighing the consequences)

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥