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Saturday, September 13, 2008

ladeda :D

okay just a quick message, i'm only gonna be updating this once or twice a week at most now due to eoys! D:
don't miss me too much lol. joking, of course.
yeah so... i've still been slacking, had a screaming session today to help me vent and it really helped! i'm totally unhealthily high on chrysanthemum tea right now (: yay.
my family bought a jumbo pack of chupa chups today :D *grins till face breaks* 108 CHUPA CHUPS FTFW! :D :D :D heeh. it's totally useful for my late night studying! (: my sis rocks for pointing them out.
thank you nicole, kelly, wanqi and lecin for my FAST TIMES AT BARRINGTON HIGH! (finally! lol okay mean.) but yeah. thank youuuuu (:

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

the word is out, this town can hardly breathe.

I'VE BEEN MUGGING. YAY! i have actually managed to mug after slacking for so long. i'm proud. that's why i haven't been updating my blog. IT'S BEEN 4 DAYS! D: whoa kay.
stayed back to mug with my favourite person today LOL (: it was fun and awesome. after all the tension yeah. in her awesome, awesome words, "it's moments like this that make it all the more worth it than it already is". AWWW :D yeah so it's been patched. and i will tell whoever needs to know about it tomorrow. I ACTUALLY GOT LOADS OF WORK DONE! :D which is great. i'm so proud of me. LOL.
andand,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHA

(meiyin) :D

14 on 9th of september! (: yay. go you!
i've found new meaning in this sentence: with you, i cry the hardest and i laugh the hardest. thanks to anyone who wanted to find out what was wrong/comforted me today. thank you so much serene, janice, isabel, nicole, kelly, you guys know who you are :D ily guys.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Saturday, September 6, 2008

fancythischannel? :D

www.youtube.com/fancythischannel
go there and support my band.
comments are welcome! :D
and please rate. 5 stars would be nice (:

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i can't study.
i have no sense of urgency.
i can't feel the crunch.
i'm super screwed.
i have no sense of priority.
i am dead.
this is horrible.
and i'm still fangirling over brendon urie.
SHIZZZZZZZ. *foams at mouth*
totally sleeping more than i should right now.
it's the rain i swear ):

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

FANCY THIS PROGRESSION?

i like my band :D
went out to jam today with fancy this progression today (formerly known as shattered skylines)! it was pretty productive. nothing much to say other than that i feel better settling into my band now :D
and that ruijia did a good job (: SELF CONFIDENCE MY DEAR GIRL! humble little goober. anyways, our bassist edward did an awesome job too.
i think everyone deserves a pat on the back. darrel improved loads, and i'm proud of him LOL. yao yuan awesome on drums yay and avery had a sore throat and kept drinking my water but he did well :D
charm and domi were having bimbo moments LOL. anyways, we covered check yes juliet (of youtube fame LOL) and jenny, and remembering sunday. BOOYAH.
fancy this progression is damn awesome. hearts (:

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

SL WE LOVE YOU.

i went for saw loser's gig yesterday at fort canning for Glo For Youth with monica, bao, dona and aly (sorry, i can't spell! D:). i sobbed. i'm really really REALLY upset about this.

okay so this is how the day went. i'm not gonna post about boys like girls cos' it seems not as important as saw loser ): sorry. okay. we saw jimmy standing on the second story of the over-looking building. so we went up and he waved at us. yay. he looked red. then we went to talk to him. he looked like he was going to cry when monica asked why they were going on hiatus. then he told us: i never thought anyone would care really. i know it's a bad thing to say but... then he told me not to be so upset. i was gonna cry. gosh. if only he knew how much people cared.

his glance totally cut into my heart. it really hurt and i actually felt physical discomfort. i'm still dying to give him the biggest hug known to man and make it okay. then jimmy, sweet as ever, noticed my "guitar pick pretty please?"sign, so after i turned to look at monica, jimmy was holding out his pick, arm stretched, and he pressed it into the middle of my palm. if only you knew how much it meant to me jimmy.

jimmy's is the lucky 13 one :D ily jimmy. i absolutely do. then, we got a video for the boardies, and jimmy, SWEET AS HECK I'M TELLING YOU, got all the guys to come out for the video for us. then they autographed my picture and masashi wrote my name on it :D you rock, mas.

actually, i was pretty disgusted with sam for the entire gig. he was openly flirting with the girl one girl away from me. she kept screaming his name and he threw 3 picks at her despite my sign. yeah. it's gross. and then when she screamed: WE LOVE YOU SAM, sam said: i already told you, i love you too! but usually the girls like jimmy more, cause that's usually the case. give it up for jimmy. then i screamed: WE LOVE YOU JIMMY! then that stupid girl screamed: I LOVE YOU MORE SAM. gosh. i wanted to stick my fist down her bloody throat. eww. despo much? grr i feel bitchy. then, jimmy looked like he was gonna cry half the time i almost cried while looking at him.

after the gig, we stood near their dressing room for a while. then we saw matty tuppen :D jimmy's nice brother who helped me get my tie signed at holland v last year. he's super nice. me and aly asked for a picture then he turned and asked me: hey, did you get a pick in the end? (i basically melted lol) then i said: no i didn't get masashi's pick ): then he was like: hey i got a pick that i think sam used do you want it? then i told him i did. when he was walking away, he suddenly turned back and said: hey i have masashi's setlist if you want that. obviously, i hurriedly accepted and screamed my thank yous :D we love you JIMMY and MATTY and MASASHI :D

did i mention the atmosphere was tense during the gig and sam was being an arrogant prick on stage? as in, he was okay as a person but i guess i'm angry at him for being okay with SAW LOSER breaking up. i love the tuppen brothers. why can't the cooper brothers be awesome too? ): i cried in front of sam and jimmy, and sam glanced and walked on. i'm damn uspet. i saw jimmy's crying face and that woke me at 5am. it's so hard to say goodbye.

i love you saw loser.

and i will forevermore. you guys rock :D

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥

i'm still waiting for you to be the one i'm waiting for.

i'm pretty tired. just came back from dinner with justine. don't cough nicole mah you little loser. LOL. anyways, had prefects bonding day today and after the hols we're officially authorized to book. *gasp* never thought this day would come.
DAVID BECKHAM (group 9) for prefects ROCKED :D yay david. LOL. it was pretty fun. all the different stations and all. i feel like i'm pissing my september hols away. monday i had boyslikegirls and *ahem* saw loser's last gig. i totally cried. but i'll post about that later. today i had prefects and i hung out with justine and stuff. tomorrow i have band jam session, thursday i have class scrapbook. so totally screwed i tell you. HOW AM I GONNA STUDY?! D:
damn. anyways, imma skip all the details of the prefect games lah. we just got briefed then the finale was really REALLY messy :D hahaha. yay that! justine accidentally stuffed shaving cream into my mouth D: going to take pictures of saw loser stuff now ): post in 15 minutes tops!
and by the way: hey buddy. i'm really sorry about that little bit today, and i'm sure we can work this out. together, the way it should be. i care too much to let you go and this is gonna be okay. it'll all be okay alright? it's moving fast, and everything's just zooming by us. but we can do this. i believe we know each other for a reason.

singing the symphonies of the overdosed ♥