my blog's been super duper dead.
sorry for not updating D:
i doubt many people read this anyway lol.
homework is crap but i'm finally left with only one thing :D
and i have to study more :/
this holiday, i've experienced what i would call one of the worst birthdays ever. but i've grown. i've learnt that sometimes people wear masks, and the person you think you are close to might not be the person you think he or she is. and i've learnt how to deal with things more maturely. and how to accept. or at least, i'm on my way to acceptance. and to treasure the friends who treasure me and ignore people who don't care. i'm past feeling angry, i just feel regret and certain resentment. but i'll get over it. somehow, no matter how long it takes, i need the people i care about to help me out more than ever now. i can't ask for much except for you to help me be strong.
this sounds like insanely overblown lol.
but this really is one of the most heartwrenching experiences i've had so far. so i'm learning.
thank you to everybody who has been there for me through these tough, challenging and rather stressful times. ily all :D -hugs-