youve got all the friends you need;

i just finished reading 'The Black Rose Season' (i know, i read REALLY slowly). and the ending left me kind of empty sadly. i ended up crying over ryan's misfortune, and i totally get what wanqi means by how she just wanted to run in and hug ryan. that's really really SAD! D: but it was an awesome story and it's kinda hard not to get carried away. ZOMG I SHALL RE-READ IT AFTER EOYS :D squee face. LOL.
anyways, went out for the movie night at school (not my fault, justine dragged me -.-) yesterday, and it was pretty good. only stayed for '12 storeys' though, had to leave because we had to get dinner and it was late. ended up eating pasta at ten o'clock until we both wanted to throw up. and she tried to force-feed me a freaking brownie man. hahaaha. i have a GBF :D reading this quote from TBRS makes me laugh:
The whole roomful of Sigmas and potential members turn to look at Spencer as I stare at him in horror. When I said he should tell everyone, I didn’t mean this.

“Ryan and I are not dating!” he announces, pointing at me. I feel everyone’s eyes land on me with interest. I cough, feel myself blush and give an awkward wave.

“We are gay best friends who hold hands!” Spencer continues.

Oh god, I want to die.

“Good for you, bro!” comes a reply from somewhere in the crowd, and there’s a roar of applause.

Spencer mumbles, “Thank you, thank you,” and bows to all directions before jumping back down. “Come on then, Ryan, let’s go talk about make up!” he enthuses and grabs my hand. I follow him, white as a ghost.
hahaha. GBFs forever :D yeah i know i've been behaving strangely. i think i'm just seriously high on ryden slash at the moment. which is bad. but seriously. READ THE BLACK ROSE SEASON. i'm sure it's made people cry like shizz.