youve got all the friends you need;

GAHHHHHHHHHHHH D: sad things. and strange things. yesterday night, i pretty much scared myself really bad. i was experiencing my low blood pressure again, so when we got back from my parents' anniversary dinner (by the way, HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MY LOVELY WONDERFUL PARENTS), i totally went crazy because i needed to bathe. and everyone was taking so long. so i was lying on the couch being seriously dizzy and trying to distract myself with my sister's youtube videos so i wouldn't fall asleep. BAD IDEA. i fell asleep on my arm. and it was throbbing and cramping all at the same time when i woke up. and i was tearing. it took like 20 minutes for it to stop having pins and needles. then i dragged my half-dead self, with blood-shot eyes to the bathroom and nearly fell down after slipping on the super wet floor. i was like going totally delirious or something. i ws laughing and tearing and spinning around all at the same time. i think i could've fainted. it was so horrible! D: i never wanna experience that ever EVER again ): gah now i finally get why low blood pressure and anemia is scary D: earlier that day i found out that pete and ashlee are engaged. just like that nightmare i had last year. YAY -.- gah. i wish them well anyways (: eventhoughistilldon'tlikeherforthesakeofpeteishalltry. yay. today i got a totally HORRIBLE haircut. my fringe is TOO SHORT! i look like how i looked in kindergarten okay. NOT FUNNY. I REPEAT NOT FUNNY. so my hairband is gonna be pretty much GLUED to my head until my fringe grows out :D stupid fugly fringe! i miss my old hair now D: and today i found out that SANTI is the name of a deadly sex drug. while i was wearing my the academy is... santi shirt O_O thank goodness beckett's handwriting is almost un-readable :D HAHAHA BOO YOU SERENE GAN. you got the: some people have SANTI and other people don't shirt. WITH THE WORDS IN BOLD. hahaha. good thing i forgot to tell natassia that i wanted one :D oh and this is important.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRENDON BOYD URIE :D
you are finally legal! LMAO.

and happy birthday GERARD WAY
the person who uses the f word as a punctuation mark :D