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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

She Loved by MiG!

SHE LOVED
Written by MiG Ayesa & Matthew Wilder
When she got up she said I'll see you in the morning
I didn't know my heart would break without a warning
But when you fall in love with madness,
Youre sure to go insane

She loved walking through the rain
She loved the things we can't explain
She used to love to laugh for hours
Loved to speak my name
She loved
She loved

I'm only holding on to dust to find a reason
I'm only marking time, the changing of the seasons
Maybe someday when I'll surrender
I'll feel it all again

(Chorus)

And I must believe
There was something there in me
She loved
She loved...

Coz when you fall in love with madness,
You're sure to go insane

Now I love walking through the rain
I love the things I can't explain
And now I love to laugh for hours
I love to scream her name
I loved...
She loved

i know if you search this song you'll say it's so pop. but i just can't get enough of mig's voice. the vid is like. ~~porno.~~ LOL. and if you think mig writing his name like this: MiG looks retarded, you will be pleased to know that there IS a reason behind it. he writes it that way because it's written like that for the name of a fighter plane. small 'i' and capital 'G'. deal. lol. i'm totally being a fangirl. BOO ME D: and i love my mum for teaching me those 2 songs on piano when i was 8. it goes really far. now i can compose that chinese song! :D

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random nonsense!

i've finished translating all my mpp chinese song lyrics to english! :D wow. i had to run some of the group's chinese lyrics through a dictionary man. i suck at chinese. which i exactly why i failed my chinese test D: i mean, i thought i was BAD but not THIS BAD. gah D: i'm gonna go for chinese remedial (: i mis-read the questions too. and the teacher is marking word for word so what can i do right? oh well.
MAY DAY TOMORROW! yay holiday. except i'm gonna be using it for my mpp -.- we are gonna lock ourselves in a room with the windows closed, the door shut and plastic pieces stuck under the door gap so we can record the song in silence. yes, we are that poor. we can't get a recodring studio so yeah. lol.
doing science research. whatever i don't really care about aquaponics but i have to do research cause i'm the group leader so i really should help out in the team! :D we're taking a picture for the song's cd. i wonder what i'll wear. okay that was bimbo. reading aquaponic forums for science information is like the lamest thing i have ever done. exceptforotherthingswhichirefusetodisclose :D
mig's original material is cool yo. except that the lighting in his music video for 'she loved' makes him look like a white zombie -.- so wasted!
anyway, got dragged to orchard by kelly (spazzo deskmate/ah gong)! i went to buy THE CLICK FIVE TOUR EDITION! they had live recordings of empty and headlight disco at ministry of sound in singapore! which i was at :D yay. and well, i wasn't filmed. thank goodness. i was crying like shizz when kyle sang empty. *sniffle* he was totally tearing up! and i love american royalty. and i'm re-loving kidnap my heart from the movie taking 5 all over again. i've had the song for 1 and a half years LOL.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

OMFG -.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. they really did have a meet-the-performers section at the finale of we will rock you! and my choir senior got MiG's autograph! *shoots self* damn you NS. DAMN YOU. hmmpf. i've been a MiG fan for 3 years (since 2005) and i didn't get his autograph. UNFAIR! D: gah. i totally did not like language arts comprehension today. i want it all and bohemian rhapsody (bohemian rhapsody the MiG version) kept playing in my head! i couldn't concentrate. darn your amazing voice MiG! D; D; D; and by the end of the test, i was tapping my feet and drumming my table to MiG's version of we will rock you -.- oh goodness. musicals. pfffff. hahaha during last period, which was chinese class, i was singing I WANT TO BREAK FREE. because well, honestly, listening to your chinese teacher explain a chinese poem line by line in a monotone voice and then laugh to herself is not the most entertaining thing in the world. I WANT A CAST RECORDING OF WE WILL ROCK YOU! :D :D :D and mig's autograph D: oh and HAPPY 14TH DIONE! moo moo :D and i love the sec 2 choir members cause we are just so bonded (:

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

ohmygoodness. MIG! :D :D :D

MIG AYESA OWNZ ALL.

oh my goodness it's 10pm and i went to watch the matinee WE WILL ROCK YOU. my dad told me that MiG might not be performing so i was pretty depressed. BUT WHEN I WENT, THERE HE WAS, ROCKING IT OUT ON STAGE. oh gosh MiG i totally love you :D :D :D HAHAHA. omfg yay. MiG in skinny jeans. *faints* i'm totally being an insane fan girl. like i was sitting beside my sister then when MiG took his bow i was screaming like crazy and she turned to give me the -.- look. hahaha. no way i wasn't gonna scream for my favourite theatre actor of all time. he is so hot. and cute. and CUTE! :D :D :D AND TOTALLY SEXY. i love his cute-ness larh. hahaha.

fangirlism aside, queen's WE WILL ROCK YOU was an awesome musical. like i said i loaded up on a lot of queen before the musical. and i love I WANT IT ALL. of course, don't stop me now could have been longer but i really did love all the music particularly i want to break free (MiG), bohemian rhapsody (cast) - though it could have been longer, and we will rock you (cast). i'd give the musical 4.5/5 stars, because of the plot being a bit. urm, how do i put it? plotless. haha. but i loved "vic aka VICTORIA BECKHAM" because he was just so spazz. of course, MiG was the cutest in my book :D he accidentally bumped into a kid on his way up the stage and he was like: *pats kid on head* sorry ah. HAHAHA OMG SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE. *squeals and faints*

i'm such a fangirl. sorry about that. the last performance in singapore of we will rock you is going on now. it's so sad *wipes tear from eye* AND I COULD HAVE GONE FOR THE VERY LAST PERFORMANCE AND MET MIG BUT MY BRO HAD TO GO BACK TO CAMP FOR NS D: but i still love my bro (:

MiG AYESA IN SKINNY JEANS FTFW. like seriously. and he made out with the female lead (scaramouche) alot more than i expected seeing as he's married and all. haha.

QUOTES:
"do i see a little silhouetto of a spy?"

"i'm not going anywhere without scary bush!"
"that's scaramouche you idiot!"

"i don't know anything, i just know that i'm different."

"what was that?!"
"just a phrase i heard in my head."
"good, keep it there."

"who are those four beautiful women?" (queen)
"dude, those are BLOKES."
"no..."
"yes."

mig is so cute. and that is so awesome :D his face came so close to scaramouche's like 5 million times -.- it took like almost an hour for their first kiss! what weird-ness. hahaha. million dollar smile yo :D and i so want his autograph. and a picture. BUT NOOOO. *pouts over-dramatically*

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND QUEEN! :D

woohoo! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY PATRICK MARTIN STUMP! aka patrick the pokeable :D i'm super psyched up for the "we will rock you" matinee show today! :D :D :D only 3 hours til 2 o'clock and that's when the show starts! i've been loading up on my queen (: i want it all ftw. haha. and MiG later so YAY! queen and MiG what could rock more. hahahaha (: closing day today for WE WILL ROCK YOU. awww. at least we're catching the second last show yo! :D :D :D

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Friday, April 25, 2008

whoa.

i've listened to seed by the academy is for about 2 months straight altogether and i never get sick of it. it has to be one of my all-time favourite songs. i just never get tired of it! i have absolutely no idea why. it's just such an awesome song. cos' you've got that seed in you, you've got that scene in. and i went to listen to andrew jonhston sing pie jesu on youtube. all i could do was gasp and wonder what would happen once his voice broke :O his version was cool. i wish it was longer yo! D: can't get seed outta my head. i need to learn how to play it quick! :D

Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometimes declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimmed;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
William Shakespeare's Sonnet XVIII (18)

boy he sure was a hopeless romantic :D i'm such a shakespeare spazz. and the wooden froggy ornament mum got from thailand croaks when you rub the stick against its back. HOW COOL IS THAT. wooden froggy FTW :D

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HAHA MPP YO :D

stayed back today for mpp. me and luo shuang had massive writer's block. we sat there for like 4 hours (from 2pm to 6pm) trying to work out a tune. and we only got the verse and pre-chorus. gah ): oh well she's working on the chorus so yay! at least there was progress! :D then i won't feel so bothered by it anymore. GAH I HAVE HICCUPS. boo. after mpp, i played some stuff for gaya, isabel, rukaya and meiyin! nicole too for a while (: the songs were: all about you by mcfly x 2, first time by lifehouse, the great escape by boys like girls, jenny by the click five and lonely by mcfly again. and six feet under the stars by all time low and stop and stare by onerepublic with nicole. haha :D it was so fun! in the second all about you were changed it to:
it's all about you
it's all about you gaya.
LOL. i had to wash my mouth out after that. hahaha. they were like: OMG HUIJUN YOU ROCK. it's so cute larh :D heeeeh. i found a saw loser fan yo! ISABEL :D :D :D i can't wait for backstage blowout season 2 to be uploaded on their myspace! WHAT'S TAKING SO LONG SAM D: i'm listening to pretty. odd. now! i totally love this album man. mum and dad came back from chiang mai today (: good food yo. ha. i'm in a good mood today even though i got so tired during geography. blah. boo him man. i still owe my chinese teacher a LOVE LETTER aka 情书 because she confiscated my geography homework because it's overdue already! darn. lao shi is so strange. hmmm. lol. i've owed her the letter for like 4 days now. i shouldn't have just handed it to her. moment of stupidity i say.
yesterday, because mr razak told me to make my art motifs intricate as in i should carry on with being intricate for designing my horse motifs, he asked me why i was torturing myself by making the horses' designs so intricate! BUT HE TOLD ME TO! and he called me a horsey woman. I AM NO HORSEY WOMAN. blah. *pouts over-dramatically* i think wanqi's pretty odd themed drawing/letter was coolios :D and HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY RUTH SMALLEY AKA KELLY TAN NUMBER 2! HAHA. :D
things have changed for me but that's okay, i feel the same i'm on my way and i say! :D

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

reflect.

take a second to reflect.
what have we done for the needy?
can we change this?
i watched a slideshow in character education about the crisis in africa. i nearly cried. it was so painful. i know i'm just being over-emotional, but to see a child in the process of dying, being watched by a vulture so that it can pick at his flesh once he dies is really emotionally stirring. it does hurt to see the conditions they live in, conditions that we could never understand. i realise why the journalist who took the pictures ended up comitting suicide. it was just too much.
moving on from that grave and oh so real matter, we had a perfects forum today. about discipline. yay. how fun. i think we were really giving the discipline board a hard time. we were just taking out all our frustration with the school rules out on them. but i really don't understand how you can get booked just for having a gold ring about 0.5 cm long and 0.2 cm wide holding your PLAIN SOLID COLOUR white rubber band together O_O it just doesn't make sense! weird. the most common words spoken were: uniformity, you are not allowed to because, we'll look into it, this has to be approved by higher authority. no offence to anyone but i really don't think they'll look into it. i mean, they took 1 and a half years JUST TO INSTALL ONE VENDING MACHINE? -.- that is just plain strange. oh well.
i'm pretty tired of alot of things. hmmm. maybe it's an emo day for me? i think so. i mean. how can you just expect that if you treat me like crap i'll just forgive you? if i happened once or twice i would totally let it slide. and i have. i have for almost one and a half years. did you ever think of getting off your high horse and just apologising for taking people for granted or walking all over them? no. i don't think so. you could be so nice. why can't you?
anyway, on a lighter side, i'm a total noob at writing melodies at writing chinese songs. HAHAHA. but i have to push on. i have to get this done. for the sake of my team. so i'm gonna be sitting in front of my keyboard like a spazz with my guitar on my lap for the next 2 hours which is gonna be until 12 midnight O_O oh well. LET'S GET THIS DONE YO :D

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

BLAH.

i'm blogging in computer studies. oooh. bad student. shame shame. HAHAHAHA. justine made me run around like crazy today during the last 5 minutes of recess -.- steal my hair band will you! hmphh D: haha.
"its an amazing feeling to realize that you are excited to wake up next to the same person every day forever." says pete.
i'm not the biggest ashlee simpson fan ever but i have to say that it IS really sweet (: haha. aww pete is going all soft and mushy O_O HAHAHA. anyways, mcfly extended their album release date! *pissed off* I CAN'T WAIT ANOTHER 7 DAYS DANNY. I CAN'T. blah. boo them yo. ha. fancy pants adventure -.- nobody's really listening. including me but yeah. nicole says she rocks. okay done :D nicole says huijun says she rocks. uh no. but whatever :D mum and dad headed off to thailand for my dad's free vacation! D: BAHH. i miss mum. HAHAHA. anyways, it's just gonna be me and sis for the next week. since brother's in NS :/ macromedia flash. YAWN. oh well. free period :D
i totally FLUNKED FLUNKED FLUNKED my higher chinese. blah. whatever. i didn't study enough. i supposed i couldn't help it right? i mean my mum had her day off yesterday so obviously our family would go out and get my new sneakers right? :D hahaha. slackerrrr.
and panic at the disco's pretty odd adverts are out on TV already! *excited* haha i'm totally forgetting about a fever you can't sweat out already cos' pretty odd is so awesome! boo me D:
hahaha kelly's obsession with kim jong kook's retarded dance. LOL. it's funny. NICOLE SAYS HI :D :D :D and then goes back to staring at the fancy pants adventure 2 game on the computer screen. oh the look of concentration in her eyes. how exciting.

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

CARNIVAL TODAYYYYYYYY :D :D :D

yay i loved the carnival today even though i never left my post at the stall and the only time i left was to run to caltex at SJI to carry 6 litres worth of 7up and run back. hahaha i loved torturing myself like that. nah. it was fun! AND WE MADE LOADS AND LOADS OF PROFIT MANZXZ. heeeeeeeeh :D okay, let's start from the beginning.
came to school, helped out with the marshmallows on a stick, then went over to finish up the signboard for meiyin's PRETZEL group. after that, i buzzed around my stall (ICE BOX F4 FTW :D) maning the counter and getting business, aka saying: HELLO! WOULD YOU LIKE A FIZZY DRINK? *GRINS WIDELY* hahaha it was so fun. everyone started smiling after that. and the kiddies are so darn adorable. so i said the above sentence for about... hmmm. from 9am to 3pm? yeah. hahaha. my voice didn't die! awesome :D i love how smiles are so contagious, how whenever you smile everyone else starts smiling too. it's so awesome. anyways, then we ran out of sprite at about 12nn. hahaha so i went to get it with bena and jiahui. i ran there. with my ankles being retarded. bad idea. HAHAHA. then we had shortage of ice nearing the last 2 hours. and ended up selling out at about 2pm. haha. so we started selling all the eclaires we had. and we advertised them last time but no one bought them. and when we took them out with nothing else to sell they sold like hotcakes. haha. so then we sold all the eclaires, people went off. but since me, amanda and elizabeth saw that there was orange concentrate we just mixed in water and we sold it. for the price of our fizzy drinks. HAHAHAHA. i'll tell you what's even funnier. we sold 3 cups of cold water (our only cups of water) for $1 a cup. oh my goodness people bought them! O: so we sold out. completely and utterly totally sold out :D
after that, me and elizabeth cleared up and elizabeth left so amanda came back to help me clean. haha. we had such fun recycling our 60 odd bottles of soft drink! we were throwing them down a flight of stairs to the recycling bin (: heeeh. recycling ball games! :D :D :D then we went to look for a mop to mop up. and mr ang was really really funny. here's how it went:
me mr ang, do you know where to find the mop?
mr ang huh? what mop?
me to clean up our stall.
mr ang OH THAT MOP.
me so do you know where to find?
mr ang urm... no.
me WHAT KIND OF TEACHER ARE YOU! so ill-informed!
mr ang *shrinks away in horror*
HAHAHA WHAT A SPAZZO. lol. damn funny can. then i went to help out with the waffle store during the last half an hour. it was fun! they could've saved all their efforts though. the waffles took forever and they had to batter and butter things just for $2 O_O not logical. oh well! then i helped the pretzel and waffle group clean up. cos' they looked a bit short-handed. yeah :D
all in all, carnival was awesome. i managed to help every single stall my class set up! YAY FOR CLASS SPIRIT! :D :D :D apparently my family didn't expect me to come back at the time i said because i'd probably stay back to help other groups. haha they were so right. i stayed back an extra 2 hours. HAHA. but all in good fun :D i so want another carnival next year manzxz. whee. i'll post pictures after amanda sends me some of hers (: feelin' so good just the way that we do!

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Friday, April 18, 2008

RYRO HORSEY!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

so here's my painstakingly drawn ryro horsey. avery is fun to bully. just saying. hahaha. so here it is! :D :D :D

oh and GABE SAPORTA FTFW. and ryland the awesomeness. and patrick is not half awesome too! :D :D :D ryro the horsey is LOVE ♥

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I FEEL SO GOOD HA HA.

i feel so good ha ha i feel so good i feel so good i feel so god ha ha. YIPEE YAH YAY. i'm in a really extremely awesomely good mood today :D i get really hyper and happy when i help people! (: (: (: i'm so glad i could help! today stayed back to set up our stall for carnival, and it looks EXTREMELY STUPENDOUSLY AWESOME TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL! i'm really happy with our stall :D it really stands out from the crowd. 2CO'S ICE BOX FOR THE WIN! :D :D :D the sign looks awesome. evee's mum is amazing at art. and that's where evee gets her amazing artistic talent from obviously (: thank you to everyone who stayed back to set up! you guys are so awesome. and after we set up our stall, i saw meiyin and shen-nen had like no one to help them and their group was ermslackingoff. so yeah. i went over to help. i finished my stall at 4:30pm plus. so i stayed back until like 6:45 to help meiyin. eunice and sandy did too! and i feel really glad that i could help her group out. i mean. we're all in the same class right? so why shouldn't we help each other out :D i love helping others. i have no idea why it makes me so high and inspired. so i wrote the tune for our project work chinese song! something i've been racking my brains to do but inspiration struck so it's GREAT! :D :D :D i'm really really happy with today. can't wait for the carnival surprisingly. i can't believe i was dreading it just yesterday. NOW I'M OVER-EXCITED! heeeeh. yay. come to ICE BOX at the canteen stall number F4 (yeah LOL) yo. we'll cool you off and quench your thrist! and give you yummy yummy ice-cream filled eclaires! ha. just look out for the only store with a standing sign on poles and extremely awesome signboard designs, like a patterned bunch of blue and yellow soft paper :D yay! heeeeeeeh. and i finished the ryan ross horsey i have been working on for about 3 days. i'm glad. well, i'll post the picture later. I'M SO HIGH~~~~~~~~!

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

blahhh boo you man.

i swear i didn't give her the dao/irritated face! D: damn. oh whatever. kelly was counting the number of times i put down my own art/said something negative and/or demoralising/swore in class. and the count comes up to about 90 to 100++ in about one and a half hours. GAH D: boo her larh. LOL. lamest tood ever. you do realise that means i'm worse than beckett with all his 'you know's. HAHAHA. but oh well. it's KEWL. and i'm editing my computer studies project yuck. i'm so lazy! but my urm coughpassiveaggresivecough teacher is probably gonna give me the pissed face and a shit grade so i better get my act together. yeah, no one likes my face i think. that's why i get scolded so much for doing nothing wrong. DO I LOOK LIKE A GANGSTER?! lol -.- i don't think i do. i really don't. i just space out and i get scolded for being disrespectful because i was giving said person an "irritated" face O_O like huh?! nevermind. NOT IMPORTANT :D and my ankles are swollen and gross and red and painful. darn! D: D: D: i need more painkillers and swelling medicine. grrr.

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

bored but hyper! :D

i have an uncanny obsession with you've got a friend by carole king. though it's the mcfly version. i don't listen to it like five thousand times a day, but somehow it always gets stuck in my head. hahaha :D i got my science marks today! mr lim gave like everybody one free mark. HOW AWESOME IS HE! (: serene and huiqi think my head is okay to bang on. BOO THEM! lol. i owe wanqi a letter but i have no inspiration to make it look awesome D: darn. i love you've got a friend! it has to be the sweetest song ever. and i think i got seriously hyper today. heeeeeh. i'm HIGH. and i'm so not gonna let yaoyuan and darrel name our band after some clouds or something. WHY CAN'T WE JUST NOT NAME IT FIRST -.- i mean. HELLO? you want to listen to my band. it's called clouds. urm. O_O i suddenly love my MPP cos' we're gonna write a song and it's coming along awesome (: happy happy! i'm so glad i didn't do OM it's so frustrating to act shizz. kelly thinks pretty. odd. is the worse album ever! and what do i say? BOO HER PANIC IS THE MOST AWESOME BAND EVER AND PRETTY ODD KICKS BUTT. yeah you heard me. go buy it! andi'mawarethati'mlikeawalkingpanicathediscoadvertkthx. oh well it's for a worthy cause :D i've been listening to pretty odd on replay for this entire week. it's so amazing. and ghost whisperer is on. i realise how much i've missed by not watching it haha. me like ghost whisperer :D but i like house more! HEEEH. i'm obviosuly high so just ignore. i pretty much shook ruth (smalley)'s bag like a madwoman when i saw her today. hahaha. i'm such a freak. ain't it good to know that you've got a friend? danny's voice is like a little piece of heaven. no, not the a7x song. DON'T WATCH THE VIDEO IT'S SCARY SHIZZ D: hahaha. you've got a friend! OH OH OH! and i almost forgot!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYA

YOU LAME TOOD.

happy 14th! :D :D :D

our insane class rep. awesome-ness. but she's so not 'gaya the great' -.- hahaha. ~~WHAT A LOSER.~~ wheeee.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

GAH & YAY.

the gah part is that i flunked my math test! D: yeah, i'm serious. and the yay part is that i'm gonna get over it. oh well (: we move on and LEARN from these experiences. i was shocked i started tearing. then i totally snapped and went high. then i broke down and cried. i think i have a problem. HAHAHA. oh well! WHATEVERRR. boo history test was not good today. i think i over-wrote. in my minuscule handwriting, i wrote like 4 and a half pages. WOW. when amanda, little miss top of history for FOREVER wrote like 3 pages in her handwriting which is like twice the size of mine? I'M SO SCREWED. i couldn't stop writing. and whenever i stopped to read the question, my hands trembled like shit. over-stressed i think. gahhhhh. oh well. at least i got A1 for history CA1! happy :D i brought my last year's B4 to an A1 yo. am i cool or what. hahaha. anyways, i finally got B3 for science so i'm so happy! i brought up my TERRIBLY HORRENDOUS B4 just a grade! YAY. woohoo. so there's actually more YAY than GAH. which is awesome. this is such a pointless post! haha. i wish i was smarter :/ oh well. DREAMS DIE. muaha. i love the emo horsey i drew for art tessellation! mr razak told me that i should make the designs for the animals intricate cause it was a cool shape -.- LIES! hahaha my art is shizzz. but i love my horsey it's so perfect :D here it is! complete with heart breaks, tears and emo poetry. hahaha.

emo horsey! ♥

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

TREES ;D

watching rockstar: INXS again, and i've noticed how awesome all the singers especially mig and marty (the people i really wanted to win) were. and i remember how much i loved the song trees by marty casey. he wrote it. it's awesome :D yay him. so here it is! (:

it's gonna be you and me up in the trees & the forest will give us the answer. it'll be you & i up in the sky, it's a recipe for disaster :D

even more excited to see MiG nowwwww :D and i really absolutely love bubblewrap. it's so RELAXING! :D :D :D

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CONGRATS. finally i can say that.

you know what, after all that cringing about pete and ashlee being engaged to marry. i think i'm pretty darn happy for them now. haha. yeap you heard that right here. FROM ME. thepersonwhocouldneverlikeashleesimpsonevenifshediedtrying. yeah. WOOHOO! congrats you two :D i am such a freak ._.

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& what happened next was a series of unfortunate events

GAHHHHHHHHHHHH D: sad things. and strange things. yesterday night, i pretty much scared myself really bad. i was experiencing my low blood pressure again, so when we got back from my parents' anniversary dinner (by the way, HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MY LOVELY WONDERFUL PARENTS), i totally went crazy because i needed to bathe. and everyone was taking so long. so i was lying on the couch being seriously dizzy and trying to distract myself with my sister's youtube videos so i wouldn't fall asleep. BAD IDEA. i fell asleep on my arm. and it was throbbing and cramping all at the same time when i woke up. and i was tearing. it took like 20 minutes for it to stop having pins and needles. then i dragged my half-dead self, with blood-shot eyes to the bathroom and nearly fell down after slipping on the super wet floor. i was like going totally delirious or something. i ws laughing and tearing and spinning around all at the same time. i think i could've fainted. it was so horrible! D: i never wanna experience that ever EVER again ): gah now i finally get why low blood pressure and anemia is scary D: earlier that day i found out that pete and ashlee are engaged. just like that nightmare i had last year. YAY -.- gah. i wish them well anyways (: eventhoughistilldon'tlikeherforthesakeofpeteishalltry. yay. today i got a totally HORRIBLE haircut. my fringe is TOO SHORT! i look like how i looked in kindergarten okay. NOT FUNNY. I REPEAT NOT FUNNY. so my hairband is gonna be pretty much GLUED to my head until my fringe grows out :D stupid fugly fringe! i miss my old hair now D: and today i found out that SANTI is the name of a deadly sex drug. while i was wearing my the academy is... santi shirt O_O thank goodness beckett's handwriting is almost un-readable :D HAHAHA BOO YOU SERENE GAN. you got the: some people have SANTI and other people don't shirt. WITH THE WORDS IN BOLD. hahaha. good thing i forgot to tell natassia that i wanted one :D oh and this is important.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRENDON BOYD URIE :D
you are finally legal! LMAO.

and happy birthday GERARD WAY
the person who uses the f word as a punctuation mark :D

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

YAY YAY YAY.

whee i got my click five ticket and we're gonna go watch queen: we will rock you on the 22nd of april! YAY :D and mig's in it. HE SHOULD HAVE WON ROCK STAR INXS. i was a mig ayesa supporter since 2005 ftw :D JD SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST RUNNER UP. NOT MIG. lol. i'm high. anyways, singtel rocks! 10% off click five tickets YAY. so i have mig, and THE CLICK FIVE to look forward to. HEEEEEH. and i really hope fall out boy comes to singapore again this year! AND COBRA. YES. COBRA. and the academy is. and panic :D HEEEH. cobra should've come after they released viva! D: awww. AND I AM GONNA GET MY CHANCE TO MEET GABE SAPORTA AND NO AMOUNT OF DRAGGING ACROSS A HIGH IS GONNA STOP ME. never again i say! D: i think modern minds & great times is a lame tour name, sorry guys ): awww. yay! i wish i wish i wish (: hahaha. i want hmv to sell we the kings! and metro station D: SELL IT YOU MUSIC RETARDS. hmphhh. and i noticed that i'm really pissed at yaoyuan. HE IS SUCH AN IDIOT. grrrrr. BOO HIM. stupid cannibal corpse shit (don't go check them out, seriously I'M NOT KIDDING). gosh and he had to tell me about their lyrics even though i told him not to! STUPID STUPID RETARDED POOP FACE BASTARD! D: darnyouyyDARNYOU. i might just leave the band cause i can't stand him! gah D: hmpfffff. & happy birthday my emo cousin SHAO WEN/ANGEL :D :D :D HAPPY 14TH! *grins*

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

woohoo.

i'm so bored! i just came back a while ago from choir after we went to support the squash girls against Methodist Girls' School! and we won ;D yay us. mao can really play squash man. haha. it was awesome! after squash, we pretty much played mission impossible. that's all i'm entitled/going to say (: I CAN FINALLY PLAY UNTITLED ON GUITAR AFTER I WAS LAZY AND LEFT IT FOR 5 MONTHS :D yay! hahaha. simple plan ftw. anyway, i finally got my current affairs journal done! that is the best man :D and i owe people letters. i'm running out of things to blog about for this post! D: gah. i still haven't really come to terms with the fact that metro station, being an awesome band as it is, has trace cyrus (yes, MILEY CYRUS' BROTHER) and mason musso (YES, MITCHELL MUSSO'S BROTHER). when serene told me. i was all: O_O. it's so strange i think. and i totally flunked math! i couldn't finish it in time. and i didn't prove well! geez i hope i pass. I HAD BETTER! D: oh well. what's over is over. let's focus on the positive! like me and kelly's haiku about macdonald's! :D ha. ironic that kelly went to buy macdonald's food during the squash competition at kallang!

MacDonald's
A place to get fat
And die of obesity
Count your last days well

i came up with the last sentence! :D :D :D i pwnz.
what do you say we leave for california if we drive all night we can make it by the morning & no one has to know if we decide to go what do you say we leave for california. if i struck chords would you sing a song with me? (:

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Friday, April 4, 2008

beckett!

i was bored so i did this (it was bloody painstaking - 30 strokes):

& it's beckett bitch.

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i'd do it all again.

we had it all in front of us, you were the one, i was in love. you always loved the one you lost, i couldn't get enough. you were everything's that bad for me. make no apologies. i'm crushed; black and blue. but you know i'd do it all again for you. we the kings. FTW :D :D :D i want the album so bad! (:

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I MISS 1SE '07! D:

coolio on graffiti! (:

on the escalator! :D

bowling yeah man!

i love you guys one service 2007! (: you make me smile and laugh like a crazy person. i could even choke on my spit if i laugh with you guys. HAHHA :D so we had sports day first, cheered my lungs out for CO :D and i think it paid off. everyone in the back row of the stadium said they could hear my voice and that they didn't know i could scream so loud. HAHAHA MY VOICE IS SCREWED FOR CHOIR TOMORROW. oh well. and sandy is so insane! she hurt her ankle but still went to run O_O i'm like: WTH! ARE YOU CRAZY?! oh well, i think she's really devoted that's cool. hahaha. choir won second for inter-cca relay! yay! kelly and farisha (the only people i really saw) were really fast. as in fast like WHOA. haha (: went out with one service oh seven after that! :D i wouldn't have gone if i didn't bump into yuxian, rachel ang and rachel ong outside the stadium! haha. i was sitting in mcdonald's and when the sc people walked by they waved at me! i felt like a celebrity cos' i was waving every five seconds. hahaha. and omg fishy, rachel ong and ang and nicole were waving at random mgs girls! hahaha it was so freaking funny. they waved back! yay! ha. they iz loserz. sadly we split into two groups so i went with aisyah, narisha, yasmeen, zahrah, sadrina, swappy and dominique and rika :D we went bowling at marina square and i suck! YAY ME :D :D :D hahaha. narisha and aisyah are awesome bowlers. and zahrah got strikes! :O and swapna can play so well for someone who only played once before (i also only played once before, but i sucked so much more - i was last haha). everyone really had some skillz manzxzz. haha. we played one full game and one half game (we split cash) it was fun! but me and dominique's team was so screwed! haaha. oh well it's a learning experience (: anyways, then me, rika, sadrina and zahrah headed to toa payoh cos' zahrah wanted a haircut (long overdue haircut, i might add). so we made suggestions of her hair cos' she wanted us to. and the hair dresser got pissed at us. ha. it's not our fault zahrah wanted our advice! meano. anyways, her hair looks tons better now. and they are under the impression that i have alot of fashion sense. HAHA WHAT IS FASHION SENSE MAN. and risha said that when i did my split on the field i finally looked like a girl. heh. and i think we were laughing like crazy people which is why everyone in marina was staring at us. haha. and i'm re-addicted to we the kings! :D

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

CLASS CHEER CHAMPIONS! :D

CO! AH! CO CO CO AH AH AH YO! :D :D :D WE WON WE WON WE WON WE WON! i thought we couldn't do it, seeing as most learnt the cheer only today hours before competition. BUT WE WON. OH YEAH. after we performed i was thinking: we screwed it. after they announced the results, i was thinking: WE ROCKED IT! :D I'M SO PROUD OF YOU CO! all that sweat and tears and staying back and skipping meals was all worth it. and ran around the class like a crazy woman screaming: I LOVE YOU. hahahaha. and i love our mosaic now (: it was really a miracle. and i could do something i had never done or practised before - cartwheel then split right after. YAY! I THOUGHT I COULDN'T! it just shows how you can get into the spirit of the moment (: READY FOR TOMORROW CO? I KNOW I AM.

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU CO :D :D :D ily.

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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

stress.

stop stressing. breathe. she told herself, sitting on the edge of her computer seat. she had given all she had to this common goal - skipped meals, got slandered and rejected. she focused on the good points. how she had gained so much from this experience. through her colds, slight anemia and low blood pressure, she managed. she was proud of herself and her class. and she was tired. trying your best is all you can do now. she murmured under her breath. it's okay. i want you to know 2CO, that WIN OR LOSE we are winners and i'm proud of you for pulling together. thank you those who stayed back. you guys are the best. i love you all. and good luck tomorrow.

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grow up.

stayed back to finish mosaic today. as in add more. and everyone's avoiding the second floor. ibetallofyouknowwhy. anyway, i feel horrible that i can't jump and even sandy who just sprained her ankle can jump! i feel so useless. but my tendanitis is due for prolonged rest! AHHHHHHH D: why can't i jump! WHY. WHY. WHY D: and like. i feel that i can connect with running out of time by simple plan so much better now that i'm in this situation. We're running out of time And you just don't get it Now you're watching people die And you still don't care We're running out of time And you just don't get that this is how I feel There's a million things I hate about you. it's not about winning or losing people. as long as you put in your best. you only lose if you don't try. i know it's so so so cliche but it's true. let's put ourselves aside and do this for 2CO. I BELIEVE IN YOU GUYS OKAY? if that makes any difference (: i'm just so sick of staying back, missing lunch and recess since last week just to have one of the things i worked on be slandered as second rate copy catting. how ridiculous is that. grow up. and 2co leaders! please don't overstress yourselves like our class reps. breathe. we don't want you falling ill alirght? (: ilyguys. hugs to all! :D

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

i am a panicked whale.

i've been back from swim for half an hour! 2CO COULD SWIM MAN. WE OWNZ. hahahaha. poor jia li was sick ): but i think we did her proud! i feel energized! :D happy happy. everyone did a great job. and we've got our class mosaic done! i feel like this is really coming together. and i swim like a panicked whale but oh well at least it was FAST. hurm hurm deborahthegraceful -.- nyeh. haha. 3ngles was done yesterday! the finals are over and now everyone can get chilled. especially pris and joyce they deserve a good rest :D poor overworked souls. anyways, being camera woman was cool. except some people keep going to the toilet. HMPHHH. was no matter how i tell them to duck or walk by the back, some stupid blur noobs end up RUNNING across the camera's view for goodness knows what reason -.- NOOBS. hahaha. but overall, it was a success - unlike the science test today D: oh my goodness. i thought i studied everything but when everyone was going around revising the stuff they studied orally, all i could do was gawk in horror. i was like: WHERE IS THAT FROM O_O hahaha. oh well. what's done is done (: i hope i pass! you won't believe what happened yesterday. mr lim came to school like he lost lots of weight. and amanda was like: is it because jia li said he looked like piglet the day he wore the pink t-shirt? so, when i saw him outside the staff room, i decided to ask :D
me mr lim, did you lose weight? is it because jia li said you look like piglet?
mr lim it's the shirt NOT THE SIZE.
hahahaha. after that, i kept seeing him around the staff room and he gave me that -.- look every time! HAHAHA. it's so funny. i know it is. yeah laugh :P and on sunday, me, chloe and julia headed to marina square to film the fashion festival for our computer studies video project. i was like. squatting down and filming through glass can O_O oh well! i managed to run down to hmv to get my copy and serene's copy of pretty. odd. for her birthday present! i hope she likes it :D i wanna go where everyone feels the same. oh and happy april fool's! :D

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