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EVENING BY THE POND WAS TODAY. ONE WORD. BITTER. I AM BLOODY BITTER. i was completely invisible. LIKE ALWAYS. WHAT THE HECK'S WORNG WITH ME?! ahhh. aisyah's just WAY TOO GOOD for me. i was just so extra. and at the end all i could hear was "go aisyah!" what did i get? nothing. ANYWAYS, AISYAH IS REALLY GOOD. SO SUPPORT HER KAYS?! must support her. cause she rocks. BUT... I GOT NO RECOGNITION. as if i wasn't even there. after i spent all those hours practising and tuning the defective guitar. okay let's focus on the good points(: i got good comments from all the seniors they didn't think we were sec ones cause we had a guitar(: i rock. i know. LOL. and i got a few thumbs up signs from the parents and teachers((: good. but you people arh. so mean de. NO CHEERING FOR ME?! how could you. oh and it was good larh. OH AND THANK YOU MICHELLE, VERA, DOMINQUE, SWAPNA(FOR TUNIGN MY GUITAR, FOR THE FIRST TIME), liting, zahirah, yasmeen, thatha, jia ying, umi, sadrina, nicky, meiyin and zahrah for coming down to support us. LOVE YOU GUYS. not really larh but ya. AND THANK YOU TO MICH FOR the sushi and for calming me by painting "pete wentz is hot" on your hand tyty(: oh yes and the cookies/biscuits((: THEY ARE SO ADDICTIVE. and thank you samy for lending mich your paintbrush for the pete thing(: and again domi for comforting me. oh and also valerie for teaching me a thing or two about chords last year(: wouldn't have been able to play without ya! well maybe i would be yeah. OH AND MCFLY FOR MAKING THE SONG AND MONICA FOR TEAHING me THE STRUMMING, tyty(: TYS PEOPLE((: